Sometimes I really feel... other than me, myself and me again.. i'm somewat very alone.. When my bf's not with me.. i'll be so lost.. I realised that for him, i've forsaken alot of my frens, not joined my frens for a long long time... For him, I've also declined any forms of invitations to all sorts of places to have fun.. However... Sometimes i do not really regret it, cos afterall, he's still my loved one, he's still my bf.. I just kinda regret that i din ask my bf to join my frens in the first place.. i din try to make them click. Now that it's come this kind of situation, I really feel a tinge of regret, but also, somehow a sense of happiness as at least i have someone who really loves me... BUT sometimes i really feel so sad.. so lonely without my frens.. all of my frens seem to have tonnes of things to do.. don't seem to have time for me.. when my bf's not around that is.. HaizzZZzz.. guess have to live with it.. I really dont know how i am going to survive when my bf goes into army.. i'll be left alone.. so lonely.... look at now.. i seem to be talking alone.. talking to my comp.. talking to myself..hai zZz...