life nw is getting more boring by the day.. suddenly thought bck those days when i had so mch fun in sch.. come to think of it.. life in sch was so much better than life at work.. my secondary school days.. my jc days.. just flew by... before i had time to cherish them they were all gone...

soon.. i'll be 20.. soon i'll have to go work everyday.. no such things as school holidays anymore.. soon i'll be in university.. and soon i'll be married.. (i hope).. soon i'll start my own family and i'll just hafta depend on my very own family members.. soon i'll grow older and see my children all grown up and setting up their families.. soon i'll die of diabetes.. (i hope not).. or kidney failure? given my diet nw.. highly likely..

today is one of those days i start thinking bck... reviewing my life.. rekindling memories.. i was so bored today i kept thinking abt the past... my friends... my romantic period...those days are gone.. my relationships wif anyone.. and i mean even my bf.. have all become stagnant.. i don't do activities wif my bf anymore.. i dun do activities wif my friends anymore.. except the occasional outtings wif lynn..

i pin for some excitement in my life.. i'd love to go on a nite out cycling agn.. i'd die for a ride on my bf's bike agn... hugging him ever so tightly and feel the nite breeze brush past... cursing at red lights and rejoicing green lights.. looking up at the nite sky and gazing at stars at westcoast park.. feeling cold cos of the wind.. yet feel ever so warm cuddling beside my bf.. i yearn for warmth agn..