Mum's secret recipe for homemade facial mask: mash up cereals and papaya... mix mixture together with a small teaspoon of honey.. apply on face and leave on for 15mins then rinse off...(but make sure tat the papaya is absorbed, u will feel the papaya on ur face drying up, leaving only dried cereals behind) face will become very very smooth, feel moisturised and be as soft as baby's buttocks... heh... really!

me, my small bro and mum tried this out yesterday and all 3 of us felt the effect right after we washed our faces.... so fun.. and so cool when u feel ur face suddenly becoming so soft!! it was also the first time my mum let me take pictures of her.. hahahah.. dono why also.. our pics were damn damn ugly and freaking ah... cos it looked as if our face were rotting away.. so damn ugly!!

(PS: dont freak out after seeing these photos below)

tats ugly me!!!!!!! yucks man..... :P

And this is my ugly bro!!!

And tada.... this is my mum............

Please dont be mistaken... my mum actually dont really look so old and ugly in reality... bahahhahah...

school's been quite boring... (the studying part)... but im grateful for 2 great pals in school.. thank god i have them.. if not i cant imagine how am i supposed to carry on this busy, hectic, dull life of mine.... haizZz... i really need motivation to keep it going.. to do my homeworkS (i stress it plural cos i've got like TONNES of homeworkS), and of cos, to even attend lectures... which of cos, is my fatal spot.... my san fen zhong re du will only last me a few weeks i think... where i'll ALWAYS do my homework and go school more frequent than i think i would... i hope this will continue... but im seriously tired.. dead tired... after a long week.. (my week ends on thursday cos i've no school on fri! BUT i've got tuition and piano, shit) i just cant wait for my piano exams to be OVER AND DONE WITH.

on a lighter note, BEYOND IS HAVING A CONCERT ON 15TH OCTOBER!!!! TIX ARE OUT NXT TUES!!! im still contemplating whether i should go and buy tix nxt wk, or as soon as possible for tat matter!!! but i'm soooooooooooo darn broke!!! DIE DIE DIE!!! OH MY GOD!! I CANT BELIEVE THEY ARE COMING!!! YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

serene and huiyee... pics are up at my multiply site.. at the link on the left... (note, serene GOH, not ng or tan.. hahahhah i got lots of frens called serene..)

opening....

Early bday for Serene! Before opening up the present...

School mates!

im like so damn fucking busy..........................till my piano exams are over after 26th August.

Monday: school starts at 9.30am ends at 3.30pm.

Tues: Tuition in the morning frm 9.30am till 11am, school starts at 2pm ends at 5.30. which means i go school right after tuition.

Wed: Morning piano lesson frm 10-12, lesson starts at 4-5.30, then after lesson gotta go tuition frm 7-9. FUCKED UP DAY to sum it all.

Thurs: Morning tuition till 11am, school starts at 2 ends at 5.30 again.

Fri: the only day i dun need to attend school, but i've got piano lesson from 2.30-3.30, tuition from 4.30-6.30. YET ANOTHER FUCKED UP DAY.

Weekends: dedicated to my hubby.

do you tone ur face first before applying moisturiser or do you apply moisturiser first before u tone? i think tone first right?

aiyo aiyo.... shuai shuai shuai...

somone tell me who sang "May I love you".. there's another version sang by S.H.E "Yes, I love you" i forgot tat damn singer's name..............................................

他是我最熟悉的 陌生人。

call me cab-rine... i cant stand the way i spent almost allllllllll my money on cab, cab, cab... and more cabs... record: take cab 4 times aday... ya, and twice wif midnite charge, twice wif peak hour charge... yay! welcome to the world of cab-addicts, AGAIN. wtf. i really really need to do something abt the addict. it's really addictive to take cab, esp in such a small teeny weeny island where u can see cabs in every corner u turn. damn.

school's really busy.. been doing alot of homework.. piano exams coming up too... think im gonna die of stress... and i've been so damn fucking poor.. my transport fees are sky-high.. cos i dun have a student ez-link and my school's in town.. and i've got to travel up and down for tuition too.. fucked up la... life's in a mess.. i mean, why shud they differentiate private uni and local uni students so fucking much? im quite pissed at the way my relatives look at me when i tell them i'm studying in private uni.. they will fucking give u the face like "why cant u go into local uni?" some insensitive ppl will even ASK me "how come u nvr apply for local uni?" LIKE FUCKING DUH! of cos I did apply for local uni right?! they just wanna fucking suan me tat i cant get into local uni even if i applied! fucked up! EVERY SINGLE adult just give u the fucking face when they hear u get into private uni! they will go like... "huh.... u cannot go into local uni ah.. why ah..." when they are secretly thinking in their minds "aiyo, kns, local uni also cant get in, worst than my daughter/son" fucking cheebye la..

i want a fucking students ez-link card to get a fucking concession.

I hate it when I finish reading a good book... really hate it... i wish i can get lost in the magical world of harry potter forever and ever...and the story wont ever stop... i wish im Hermione.. or Ginny.. i'd love to fly on brooms... to caste incantations.. or hexes on my enemies....create love potions.. to apparate anywhere i like...................

anyway.. back to reality...

i hate the way the plot turned out... maybe it's just Rowling's way of making the plot as sad as it can possibly get to make more money out of her next sequel.......... and i dun see how she can finish her next sequel given this book's plot.... not tat the plot is bad.... the plot's good.. even better than the fifth... but........... but............... i nearly cried when i was reading it... someone died... again.... i dun wanna be a spoiler... but i cant help it... the whole magical world is mourning............ i am too.........

i wish Rowling can realease her books much faster... and i really really hope her 7th book will not be the last book..... maybe she'll write on and on and on till harry potter becomes an auror and eventually gets married?

Had a great weekend... bf bought the newly released harry potter for me... and it cost like 40 bucks... no wonder JK Rowling's a billionaire now... cos nearly half the population of children are reading it? ok, kua zang. anyway, went town and suntec on saturday! it was one hell of a day for me, first time (in a very long time anyway), and probably the last time that me and my bf went town area WITHOUT screaming, quarrelling at each other. so cool. but just when i wanted to take pics of us so happy together....................... i realised i forgot to put the battery back into the camera cos i was charging. DAMN. so damn wasted. ARGH. can't believe my stupidity. and school's been great. i love my econs teacher to bits and pieces... she's sooooooooooooooooo cool ah... and accounts SUCK HARDCORE. so messed up with tables, numbers and stuffs. but it really feels damn accomplishing when at the end of the day, ur answer's FINALLY right after all the calculations, tables and names of ur creditors and debtors, not forgetting the trial balance sheet. hmp. alot of homework.. and i've yet to finish reading my harry potter.. well i'm 3/4 thru it already.. but i have to do my homework first!!!

i feel so organised.

hmm.. just bought a bag.. puma bag look alike... but so much cheaper... not branded nvm... but practical.. and nice.. and big!! woohoo!! love my school bag!... what for get branded stuff... my bag is so much better than the puma one.. i can carry it as a shoulder bag.. the puma one cannot!.. :P

hmmmm.... prom.. i look damn fucking ugly ah... anyway.. ya.. lynn i'm copying you.. :P but this is cool... better than picasa... cos you can type in ur post beside ur pics... cool!. (anyway, i know i'm lagging)

long long long long day..... and 1st attempt at trying to do a full make up... not bad... put on mascara, eye shadows, eyeliner.. ok lah.. my bro said my eyes looked quite weird.. but when i asked him if it's ugly he said no.. heheh.. tat means he just cant get used to it...

anyway.. woke up at 9 plus this morning.. because i had to meet serene (note, serene=classmate, not serene ng or tan) to go RELC, to apply for university of london... then went to eat and went school at 4... ended class at 5.30.. and had to rush down for tuition at 7.30 after my dinner.. sianz.... very very very tiring... ended tuition at only 9... i'm so totally tired... and i'm so screwed.. i just realised my piano exams is just a mth away and i haven't prepared at all.. AND I DUN EVEN HAVE THE FRIGGING TIME TO PREPARE COS OF SCHOOL!! FUCKED UP!!!!! i really really regret now... for not practising more when i had soooooooooooo much time when school havent start.. fucked up fucked up..

Wish list FOR NOW:

1. Jacket

2. Shoes

3. T-shirts

4. Jeans

5. School bag

6. Pencil box

204 girls.. Me, Vel, Serene Ng, Penny, Serene Tan.......

at Seoul Garden!

hahhaa... stupid ppl behind us..

204 outing... so cute!..

there is something very wrong wif my stomach......... i've been having diarrhea for like dono how many weeks already... (on and off).. and i missed my 1st principle of accounts lesson yesterday cos of this stupid diarrhea... went to the loo like dono how many times throughout the night and had no choice but to skip the lesson.. (cos i was still diarrheaing thruout the day?)... ARGH... sianz.....................

its a chore to think of wat to wear to school everyday... fucked up...i wish i can go in jj school uniform.... hahhahahha....

i am so damn frigging tired... so damn fucking tired tired tired to the core.... CORE as in my bones are literally aching too... gosh... tired but fulfilled day... 1st day in school.... and ya.. i've started school at Stansfield college and I am not going to regret my decision... i wont be given a chance to regret because i have lectures.. and i have tutorials.. and i learnt the most from both of these... and i've got a SUPERB econs lecturer who wears designer clothes... WOW... and she's soooooooo damn good tat she captured all of my attention even though i was so damn fucking tired... (well i went for her make up lesson which was at nite, for those part-timers)

anyway... i know my worst has yet to come... im going to have more torturous days to come.. my piano exams is a month away.. and i've got tuition 4 times a week for 2 kids... plus i need to do homework and stuffs and most of all, i need to go school from mondays to thursdays.. (yeah! friday free! but got piano lesson. SIBEH SIAN AH)

anyway.. cant really get used to the life now.. but i hope i can get used to it soon.. i have to learn how to manage my time very very very well...

and now.......... it's time to SLEEP.

im so messed up... i really think i messed up my life... and i hope i wont mess up my future.... ok... here are my options:

1. MOE- Dip in education, 2 years, I'll get paid to study, if i do well i can proceed get a degree, study another 2 years, which is the exact same thing as wat those A levels ppl who went for NIE degree ah. (but just tat i wun be promised that i can go degree unless i do well) and of cos, the 3 year bond. and it's a very very specified degree.

2. Bachelor of Business in Accounting and Finance, Stansfield college. Full time lecturers, give tutorials and lectures. will state u as an external student. but no hw will be given, much cheaper than SIM.

3. Bachelor of Accountancy, fully accredited by RMIT university, (meaning u'll get the exact same degree that those on-campus student will get, will NOT state u as an external student). BUT BUT BUT only give lectures, no tutorials, no one-to-one. not purely examinations based, assignements and projects will count towards overall marks. VERY EXPENSIVE.

it is CONFIRMED that I wanna go study at SIM.. confirmed.. not going to study business admin.. cos its a general degree... but going to study accountancy... BUT BUT BUT the fucking thing is, and the ONLY FLAW abt this course is that it's only fulltime for the 1st year, and part time for 2nd and 3rd year.. but i dun want!! i wanna complete this course ASAP!...but this is a very recognised degree... i can straight away go join the CPA (certified professional Accountant)after i graduate and be professional accountant... however if i take up the Bachelor of accounting and finance.. i'll hafta join the ACCA first before getting a CPA...

but im thinking.. if i were to study part time (studying from 7-10pm 3 times a week).. then what should I do? I dun wanna work 8-5 jobs.. i'll just die die die.. but working as a full-time tuition teacher dun earn much at all.. HOW?!!!

and i dun have money for this course.. i'll hafta take up educational loans from NTUC thrift... but i cant repay the loans AFTER i graduate.. like the DBS educational loan.. i'll hafta pay them MONTHLY for 5 years (ard $580/mth) with 6% interests.. which is damn fucking alot ah..

what should i do man..