i am so damn frigging tired... so damn fucking tired tired tired to the core.... CORE as in my bones are literally aching too... gosh... tired but fulfilled day... 1st day in school.... and ya.. i've started school at Stansfield college and I am not going to regret my decision... i wont be given a chance to regret because i have lectures.. and i have tutorials.. and i learnt the most from both of these... and i've got a SUPERB econs lecturer who wears designer clothes... WOW... and she's soooooooo damn good tat she captured all of my attention even though i was so damn fucking tired... (well i went for her make up lesson which was at nite, for those part-timers)

anyway... i know my worst has yet to come... im going to have more torturous days to come.. my piano exams is a month away.. and i've got tuition 4 times a week for 2 kids... plus i need to do homework and stuffs and most of all, i need to go school from mondays to thursdays.. (yeah! friday free! but got piano lesson. SIBEH SIAN AH)

anyway.. cant really get used to the life now.. but i hope i can get used to it soon.. i have to learn how to manage my time very very very well...

and now.......... it's time to SLEEP.