oh man, im so desperate to get out of this frigging place........i NEED TO, i WANT TO go overseas.............. i've got this impulse to fulfil my long lost dream of diving............. i wanna go diving, i wanna get the license... i wanna take pictures when im under the sea......... i wanna dive!!! i wanna see shipwrecks! omg......... this dream of diving had been with me since young..... but i've always never really given it much thought...... i mean, i dont have the kinda money to make it as a hobby... so i dont even wanna think about it....... BUT BUT BUT!!! still!! if i dont dive at least ONCE in my whole life, i might just bloody regret it when i die....... i wanna get that license to dive!! but i need the $$$$$$$$$. i saw the Fins magazine my bf's sis left in the car......... and the dream was kinda relished again....... i saw the shipwrecks, i even saw a pic of the shipwrecked plane........ omg, i love wrecks....... i remembered searching on the internet about the bermuda triangle....... i love ship wrecks...... period...... i was crazy over Titanic too.... haizZZz..... pity the bf doesnt share the same interest as me..........