i'm sooooooooooooooo sick at my blurness.......... still can't get over it........ can't believe i overlooked it........ grrrr......... school admin staffs just suck ok..... they always dragggggggg things and dont get back to you...... i cant believe i just got myself into could-have-been-avoided trouble........ really irritating...... if only i had just fucking just CLICKED on the damn confirmation registration button..... if only my bf's internet connection was not down!!!! ARGH!!

anyway, sch's been busy........ 1st wk of school and i already felt the pressure..... fuck man.......... and i've got a dental surgery appointment on Wednesday........ i'm soooooooo scared man........ i got to operate to get TWO of my wisdom tooth out...... my doctor initially asked me to take out all 5 at once...... (YES I've got 5!!) but i might just die of overwhelming pain ah.... so i just take 2 out and just wait for the rest of the 3 to give me trouble before i start thinking about it........ for now, JUST 2....... something the doctor said gave me the nerves ah..... the doctor said there's 0.5% chance that the wisdom tooth operation MIGHT affect the nervous system for the chin, tongue and jaw........... so damn bloody scary ah!! fuck man............ 2 person i hate most in this world: 1. Dentist, 2. Hairdresser. ARGH!!! everybody said wisdom tooth surgery will hurt............ how?! i swear i will take the pain killers rigourously.... oh man.............. sobs........