feel so tired, stressed out............. tired both physically and mentally........... my brain feel so squeezed......... i feel so drained.............. i've got sooooooooooo many things to do every single day........ so many things to think about, to stress about......... i dont even have time for myself these days to even blog............ i feel so damn tired i feel like lazing on the bed all day...... feel like doing so many things that i was doing just months ago........ things that i dont have the time to do now........... my head feels heavy all the time......... heavy with thoughts, bf, appointments, tuitions, piano lessons, shopping sprees, assignments, projects, meet ups........ i hate those kinda feelings when i dont even spend quality time at home with my family....... everytime when i reach home they'll either be asleep or not there........ or everytime the moment i reach home, i'll have to go out again........ i feel so damn bloody sick of the lifestyle i'm having now........... i dont even have time to blog! i dont even have time for myself........ i dont even have time to sort my own things out........ i dont even have time to think for myself....... all my thoughts are always concerned about other ppl........i let everything influence me so much...........i feel like i'm living my life for others.......... i let ppl affect me so much........