Friday, May 30, 2008

i just signed the damn bloody bond, going to start work on 1st July, SO FAST!!! anyway, i hope i wont fail, really pray hard i'll pass if not i'm going to be stucked with the fucking LOW non graduate pay.... ARGH!!! 300bucks difference per month, is a hugeass amt of money, to me anyway. difference btw graduate and non graduate pay. i forsake the japanese bank high pay for this job. i hope i wont regret it. but the jap bank's demands were quite crazy ah, how can a graduate work independently WITHOUT any mentorship AND be incharge of the accounts of one of the firm's subsidiary???? then be responsible for the firm's losses if i make any mistakes ah? SIAO. although it really gave a very high salary ah, but it's crazy lor. at least if i join this audit firm i'll be joining a few of the fresh graduates and receive training together, i wont feel so out of place and insecure in a new place right? i wont feel so stupid being a fresh graduate, period. cos i've got a few other stupid ones joining me too. though, i'm still quite concerned about the pay thingy. sighs.

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