hi.... im back..... from my hole.......... but tat's cos im sick today and i took mc.... i've taken 2.5 days of mc just this year... and it's just the start of April..... good luck to me..... by the way, my companys' actually RETRENCHING (by the way they dont call it retrenching in our company, they call it being "counselled" to leave) BLEAh...... somehow i hope i'll get retrenched..... i was thinking of breaking bond, but tat'll cost me alot of money..... but then again, getting retrenched is nvr good.... it'll just look bad on ur resume.... but im sick of work........ and the company's culture is getting from bad to worst..... especially the management.... the only thing tat's getting better and better are just the ppl at work,..... my colleagues are the BEST no doubts about that..... BEST OF THE BEST......

my head was spinning yesterday night and this morning.... literally spinning.... like the whole world was going round and round.... i'd thought i've got vertigo, but apparently not really.... the doc said cos i've got slight fever and flu and the virus just infected my ears........ when i went in the afternoon i was feeling alot better and i was afraid the doc wouldn't wanna give me mc cos i dont look sick at all... hahhaah... when he told me i've got slight fever after taking my temperature i was even shocked..... i just thought i was having low blood pressure or smth..... he wanted to give me 2 days mc.... i told him no, AGAIN..... stupid.... this time i really din want 2 days cos i stupidly left my laptop, charger and everything in the office.... and i've got plenty of things to do.... so i'd better head back to work tml.... i think it'll be the first time im going to sleep early today.... cos im feeling super groggy now.... after all the medication..... i slept till 2pm today... shiokness..... i think it's just overdose of work plus lack of sleep.....

by the way, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!..... i got TRICKED today by my colleagues (yes, even though i was at home, shit) i totally forgot it was april fools' day....damn..... and my little bro just laughed at me and said he wouldn't have been tricked if it was him cos he knew all along it was april fools' day.... i totally forgot.... *slaps forehead*