hi................ i'm back to this cyber space..... FINALLY.......... it's been awhile since i'm Mrs Chiang....... nothing new, just cant get used to the bed at his house cos i've been having tonnes of sleepless nights.............

im trying to recover from a major bout of flu, very very bad cough and throat and fever.......... took 2 days mc.... and wasted time at home sleeping, washing clothes and ironing........ I MISS MY MUM. ARGH FUCK. anti-housewife club.... can i have a maid?!? the flu experience was the worst ever that hit me, i kept having dizzy spells and i almost fainted in the toilet.... and i vomitted my breakfast and lunch at client's place yesterday when i finally got back from mc....... and i'm so super uber stressed over the current new job cos i'm doing it ALONE and there's TONNES OF THINGS TO DO..... and im quite screwed basically cos i've only got 4 days left? cos i took 2 days mc, and next thurs i'll be going on leave to choose my NEW FLAT. argh. SCREWED.

still having dizzy spells now and i really hope i can recover soon.... i wonder if the baby's sick when i'm sick too.....

baby updates: i've been feeling alot of kicks and punches recently.... movements from the baby felt like air bubbles in the tummy initially... but now i can actually feel actual kicks....... but sometimes it just gets on my nerves when the baby keeps moving in the middle of the night when i'm trying to sleep.... i STILL dont know the gender yet cos the last time i went the doctor din manage to see the gender yet again cos the baby was crossing his/her legs..... i'll be going for a more detailed check up for 5 mths next Saturday and hopefully by then we should be able to see the baby gender.... and let's all pray the baby's all healthy and fine.....

the hubby's complaining that my tummy's not getting as big as he imagined 5 mths to be.... god damn it........... i'm here wishing that the tummy can be smaller and i'll look slimmer and everything, he just wants everything to be BIG........ i was wearing a REAL maternity tank top which really shows off the bum when he suddenly proclaimed "eh i like this top, it shows u're really pregnant".... -_-" like wtf, of cos im really pregnant, just that i've been trying to hide my tummy as much as i can but there he was wanting me to show off the bum.....

20 wks and 16 more wks to go..........