NIE is OUT of my list... too time wasting and the degree is too narrow.. not much career prospects... i mean, though it's a metal bowl (tie fan wan).. but being a school teacher suck. (or sucks?) too stressed... not my cup of tea...


so it's down to Stansfield, MDIS, SIM.

each has their own positive trades... Stansfield is affiliated to School of London Economics, there are quite a number of courses offered that i'm interested in. School starts in August.. Bachelor of Accounting and Finance (note, not bachelor of accountancy), Bachelor of Business. Provides FULL university facilities, including full-time teachers. and there's a chance that i'll get to study in London if i do well..and they offer direct honours. and the course fees is DAMN CHEAP.



SIM is accredited by Australian university, the school that offers the MOST number of courses, ranging frm Bachelor of Business, Bachelor of Arts, and Bachelor of Science. most of all, it offers the Bachelor of Accountancy. and Bachelor of Business Admin. (these courses terms sound more pro and most alike to local universities' degrees). but the thing is, their lecturers are all part-times. the course fee is SUPER EXPENSIVE. $25000, paid in 6 installments for the 3 year course. they dun offer direct honours to those degrees i'm interested in.



MDIS affiliated to the University of Bradford (UK). offers courses that I want too. but i've heard from rach tat they are more recognised for their communications courses.

and yeah! mum promised to buy me that pair of shoes!!! YEAH!! well.. but not my jacket and other stuffs... :P cos i dun dare ask for too much.. hahaha.. my FIRST TIME asking my mum buy smth for me..i always use my own money..(handphones are not counted, she sure buy for me, cos i sure no money to buy, somemore the last time i bought a handphone was gazillion years ago!!)

Stansfield college is quite good also.. cos most of the lecturers there are full-time, the school provides the full facilities, and most of all, it's from school of london.. not an australian degree school.. heard from alot of ppl that degrees from australia is not as good as from london... well.. SIM degree courses are all from australia... and i MIGHT get to study in London if I score well enought.. oh ya, and it's a direct honours course..SIM doesn't provide direct honours course (well not for those courses I want).. but too bad that stansfield college don't have the Bachelor of Accountancy.. I know the nxt trend will be for Accountancy... cos many undergraduates in NTU and SMU already have jobs even before they graduate... they all got pulled over by major companies like Citi bank and many many more MNCs.. hmmmmmmmm.........

i think i might just get my harry potte books from ebay.. since its only 40bucks for all the four books i've lost... so junz.. just THOSE four books.. hmmm.. cheap leh... though 2nd hand..but i dun mind... unless i can get it cheaper at Sans bookshop... but i so gek sim... lost my books... ARGH...

hmm.. great news.. the NIE diploma course is only for 2 yrs.. and if i'm selected to go for a degree.. it's for another 2 more yrs... so it's the same as doing a degree straight for 4 yrs... yeah... can take NIE diploma already.... but......... it's a one way road... no turning back.. i'll hafta be a teacher for life i think.. :P

ok.. it's time to do a vote.. help me choose from out of these options and choose the one that you think is the best choice.

1. MDIS

2. SIM

3. NIE (diploma then proceed to degree)

4. Diploma in local polytechnics (then proceed to degree, sch term for polys frm yr 2006 onwards will start in April or May, so not so bad)

5. James Cook University (new private uni starting nxt yr)
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so guys... just tag on my tagboard 1,2,3, 4 or 5. VOTE PLS!!

look at his shocked face.. wonder what he saw...

hmmm.. those were the days when we took pics.. nowadays............ haizZZzz..

really had a fun time shopping with lynn and rach.. spent well over 50bucks over the past few days of shopping.. bought 3 tops altogether. and i've got alot more things to buy!!!.. ARGH...

1. pair of shoes

2. jacket

3. puma bag

4. tshirt

*yum yum*

happy couple!

colourful..

and that's me!

back to childhood!.. hahha.. roundabout at suntec.. or watever it's called

dinner at fish and co!..

empty seat... long long long wait for samuel to turn up..

I was on an emotional rollercoaster ride these few days.. Had alot of email thingy going on with NTU. A lady replied via email telling me that my appeal to NIE is unsuccessful, however, tat email that she replied to was not my "appeal" to NIE as she'd thought. It was merely a sort of plea letter for them to at least give me a chance for interview to NIE. and I just told her it's unfair to judge me based on that unofficial mail. so they told me they will send me the outcome by mail. so i reckon they're highly likely going to tell me i'm not successful cos NIE will ALWAYS ask you to go interview. but i nvr even receive any shits about interview, so well, there you go.

After thinking abt it for so many days, I've come down to some conclusions. I'd decided maybe to go take the diploma course by NIE, (well i'll be paid for studying, so why not), before proceeding to upgrade to a degree course. BUT that's provided when I upgrade to a degree course, the degree course will be much shorter (maybe only 2 yrs).
Another alternative is going to SIM, taking up my all time favourite business course, but i'll have to wait till nxt year to apply, so meantime i'll work first. (but my bf told me SIM is not a gd alternative, cos even HE also can go study at SIM.)

I'd also thought about going to take a diploma in the polys, but it's confirmed that I cant go straight into the 2nd yr of the course, cos it's only for those Science ppl (eg: courses like BIOTECH, or chemistry dono wat course). And i thought tat if i were to get a diploma then i'll hafta wait another yr before the course commence in 2006, i'll also hafta take the entire 3 yr course, and it's also not guaranteed that i can get into the local unis. and if i were to get into the local uni, i'll hafta waste time again. but i dono if the degree course will be shortened if i have a dip. if that's the case then i dont mind. but it will really be time wasting if i have to take take the whole 4 yr course for degree.

and of cos, last but not least alternative, be a tai tai and dun study anymore!! HAHAHHAHAHA.... let my hubby yang wo. hahahaha.. i dun mind being a tai tai. :P

i'd been in a depressed mood these few days thinking abt all these things, but i've come to a conclusion lah. im so glad that i'm a girl. cos whatever happens, in the end, our most important task is to get married and take care of children, so what's there to fret? no work no degree so??? stay at home be tai tai ah. at most set up own business (using hubby's money), and u can also earn money wat. lagi best, be own boss can go work as and when i like. wow. tat's my idea of LIFE.

and of cos, all that shopping had taken the load off my shoulders, for quite awhile. hehehe.. spent quite alot, but i dun mind if i get more clothes and craving for cheesecake quenched.

This is so so so fucked up. I spent the fucking weekend doing nothing. fucking nothing but getting angry with him all the time. went out on saturday, it was supposed to be a fun time. but how the fuck would i know i'll be late cos of a fucking national day rehearsal tat caused the whole stretch of road to be blocked and i had to get down somewhere near Chijmes to walk all the way to suntec? NVM. when i reached, he was there with the justic Bao face alrdy. i practically ran there ok. NVM! later we went "shopping", by walking along the corridors of all the fucking shops without fucking going in. HOW NICE. tat's his idea of shopping. when i was at adidas, i was soooooooooo fucking drooling over the jacket and so happy that there were many many new designs, and asked him which one was nice, he just stood there and said "dono". at tat point of time, i just felt like slapping him. but i din. i just spent the rest of the day being fucking angry with him. and not talking. but he just acted oblivious and continued his "shopping" to Marina. yes, by walking along the corridors and nvr going in to any of the shops. When we reached Marina, guess wat he did? he went straight into arcade and spent the fucking rest of the time there till he met his frens at nite, where they played arcade AGAIN before watching Initial D. HOW NICE. how nice to let me fucking wait and wait and fucking wait for at least 3 hrs in some fucking arcade roomS. FUCK. so we just went all the way to suntec to play arcade. how cool. and did i mention i din even touch any of the fucking machines at arcade? i just sat down at one place and letting my fumes out. i mean, go to suntec and play ARCADE leh. so cool hor. he dono hougang also got arcade meh? aiyo, he can be so nice to me at times. so damn fucking nice.

cant believe i was home the whole of yesterday, except tat 2 hr plus when i went out for piano..i was so damn frigging bored at hm.... thank god there was tv..

ARGHHHHHHH still damn fucking bored now!!

im grounded.

I feel fucked up.

I hate the world.

I hate myself the most. appeal for NUS was not successful.

I hate my bf.

I just want to DIE.