I was on an emotional rollercoaster ride these few days.. Had alot of email thingy going on with NTU. A lady replied via email telling me that my appeal to NIE is unsuccessful, however, tat email that she replied to was not my "appeal" to NIE as she'd thought. It was merely a sort of plea letter for them to at least give me a chance for interview to NIE. and I just told her it's unfair to judge me based on that unofficial mail. so they told me they will send me the outcome by mail. so i reckon they're highly likely going to tell me i'm not successful cos NIE will ALWAYS ask you to go interview. but i nvr even receive any shits about interview, so well, there you go.

After thinking abt it for so many days, I've come down to some conclusions. I'd decided maybe to go take the diploma course by NIE, (well i'll be paid for studying, so why not), before proceeding to upgrade to a degree course. BUT that's provided when I upgrade to a degree course, the degree course will be much shorter (maybe only 2 yrs).
Another alternative is going to SIM, taking up my all time favourite business course, but i'll have to wait till nxt year to apply, so meantime i'll work first. (but my bf told me SIM is not a gd alternative, cos even HE also can go study at SIM.)

I'd also thought about going to take a diploma in the polys, but it's confirmed that I cant go straight into the 2nd yr of the course, cos it's only for those Science ppl (eg: courses like BIOTECH, or chemistry dono wat course). And i thought tat if i were to get a diploma then i'll hafta wait another yr before the course commence in 2006, i'll also hafta take the entire 3 yr course, and it's also not guaranteed that i can get into the local unis. and if i were to get into the local uni, i'll hafta waste time again. but i dono if the degree course will be shortened if i have a dip. if that's the case then i dont mind. but it will really be time wasting if i have to take take the whole 4 yr course for degree.

and of cos, last but not least alternative, be a tai tai and dun study anymore!! HAHAHHAHAHA.... let my hubby yang wo. hahahaha.. i dun mind being a tai tai. :P

i'd been in a depressed mood these few days thinking abt all these things, but i've come to a conclusion lah. im so glad that i'm a girl. cos whatever happens, in the end, our most important task is to get married and take care of children, so what's there to fret? no work no degree so??? stay at home be tai tai ah. at most set up own business (using hubby's money), and u can also earn money wat. lagi best, be own boss can go work as and when i like. wow. tat's my idea of LIFE.

and of cos, all that shopping had taken the load off my shoulders, for quite awhile. hehehe.. spent quite alot, but i dun mind if i get more clothes and craving for cheesecake quenched.