being so damn poor just suck. i wanna get alot of things but i just can't. i wanna eat sakae sushi, play bowling, watch movies but i just can't. i mean, y is my life so fucked up? and im so fucking sick of waiting for my appeal to get thru. so sick of waiting for this uni thing. cant it just get it done with alrdy? i mean, at least gimme a confirmation to tell me if im in or not? then i hafta wait and wait and wait and miss out the opportunity of signing up for a private uni instead!! not tat i wanna go private uni, but wat if the local uni reject me!! or accept me for tat matter? as in, im not even sure wat the fucking local uni wants, then how can i sign up for private uni now? its not abt forgoing the application cost, its abt the course fee alrdy, cos once u sign up, u'll hafta pay the course fee within the first dono how many weeks. anyway, no point talking abt this now, SIM's application deadline was long over. FUCKED UP. im schooless.