so tired... madagascar was damn boring,.. i think.. i nearly fell asleep in the cinemas... but my bro was giggling away.. and he said he wanna watch it one more time.. i was like.. huh.... seriously not my kinda movie.. really really felt like falling asleep in the cinema for the first time since my 1st movie.. or maybe it's just me.. maybe i was too tired.. i hate menstrual. argh.

my bf's going clubbing later. sucks. with his police frens, AGAIN. i wish i can go mambo night too..

really cant stand my fats.. i cant seem to shake them off.. i saw a fren of mine who slimmed down ALOT.. wonder how she did it..

anyway, was at rach's hse tat day and watched opprah winfrey show.. or however it's spelled. the show interviewed the wives, whose husband raped/molested their own daughters..it was damn sick.. there was one woman whose husband raped many children.. including his own daughter.. and videcammed the entire thing and put it on net for sale, child porn.. and they also showed the part when her husband was finally trialed in court, where they played the voices of his victims. one victim's speech just etched into my head, "though you took 10minutes of our body, you never even took a second of our souls", it was such a powerful speech that the convicted husband just broke down and cried and cried and cried.. and he just kept saying sorry, but it was just too late for tat. the speech really shooked me, i mean, how can a father do that to his own daughter? he's not even human. in the end, he got sentenced to 345 yrs of jail. they do tat in america, they just add all the years together.. dun understand y.. maybe they think ppl can live more than tat and they're just giving them a "chance".. pointless..