I fucking hell hate my father to the fucking core. SO WATS THE BIG FUCK IF I CANT GET INTO ANY LOCAL UNI. CANT I FUCKING GET INTO PRIVATE UNI?! he just screamed at me and said " DUN NEED TO STUDY ANYMORE LAH, STUDY FOR WAT. STUDY STILL CANT GET INTO UNI, WASTE MY MONEY, HOW CAN I GUARANTEE IF I GET YOU INTO UNI U'LL STUDY? U'LL JUST WASTE MY MONEY AS USUAL" WAT THE FUCK. if i dun study anymore then i do wat, sweep the roads ah??? if i dun study then how the fuck am i gonna support the family??

"I ALSO KNOW ALL THOSE CRAPS ABT LEARNING PIANO IS ALL FAKE. FOR ALL I KNOW U'RE JUST TAKING MY MONEY TO SPEND ON UR OWN, AND NOT LEARNING PIANO AT ALL. U ARE NT EVEN KEEN ON LEARNING, THEN LEARN FOR WAT". i seriously cant believe it, how can he spout these kinda nonsense. i know he's spending the money for me to learn and tat's y i've not been giving up!! im always going for my lessons im always practising my piano!! he's just not there to listen to me practice!! he doesnt see me practicing doesnt mean i never practice!!! wat the fuck, wat fake?!!!??? FAKE??? how can i fake it??? if im faking it then wat the fucks are all the certs i've been getting all these while?! for god's sake, he's a fucking grown up, 20+ yrs older than me, a fucking old man, why is he so fucking childish? he's really childish ah!!!! if he wanna accuse me then think of better reasons!! and dun say im faking my piano lesson fees for my own pocket money!! how fucking childish! CHILDISH CHILDISH CHILDISH!!!!!!!!! KNNBCCB!