I HATE MY FUCKING BOYFREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He doesn't keep his fucking promises he doesn't give a fuck for my feelings!!!!!!!!!!!! All he cared was to smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke. TO HELL TO "I swear after chinese new year this year i'm NEVER gonna smoke again. If not I don't love you." Fuck. Chee bye. Knn. And the fucking pissed off thing was he kept on asking and asking if he could smoke if he could smoke. He even said i was naggy. TO FUCK WITH HIM! I just wanted him to be healthier! Since god knows when he haven even bought me any gifts anymore. Since my bday i think. And even before that I din even receive anything so much so a small card or a small tiny cheepskate 20cents thing. NOTHING. Sometimes i really feel he treats his family and frens so much fucking more better than me. I really hate is apathetic attitude towards me. I hate my life that's it.