I know he can't do anything for me.. can't keep promises.. can't even go swimming with me.. how pathetic can i be.. i can't even be a good girlfriend to him, to even make him keep promises to even make him do something for me. He will NEVER buy me presents or anything, even as small as a pen or pencil, UNLESS i prompt him to. Sometimes i really feel so no shame when i ask him to buy something for me... It's like he bought it cos i asked him to. sometimes he won't even buy anything for me EVEN IF i asked him to buy. I really get so disappointed at him sometimes. He will never read my blogs, he will never even fucking even try to remember my blog name. He will never ever read my testimonials.. sometimes i really hate his apathetic attitude to the core.

 

or maybe the problems lies with me. I'm too pathetic. My life's too pathetic. Sometimes I feel that my bf is more socially conscious than he loves me. He cares about his appearance infront of his frens, his parents, my parents, more than he loves me. I know he will never read my blogs that's why i'm saying sooooooo many bad things about him. I can't help it. It's the only way i can vent my anger now. Cos all these things i put here i've already told him tens and thousands of times, he just won't seem to care.