why am i so wrong abt life getting boring...

yes, life's boring wif studying studying and more studying.... but it's so 'happening' to quarrel wif my bf right.

what ever happened to his 'love you ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT'? since when did it degrade to only ALOT? and the strange thing is, i din notice till recently. what's happening to us? why are our msgs getting harsher and harsher by the day? why are our tones so harsh on the phone? why do our tones change so completely during and only during weekends?

did he really miss me at all? he din say so. he din type it out. he din msg me. i'm stupid, i know. i need him to spell it out to tell me tat he misses me. cos i really can't sense it in his tone on the phone. provided he even talks to me on the phone.