seriously my life is so much more fucking boring than anyone else's. FUCKING BORING.
i've got a FUCKING BORING bf who does NOTHING FOR ME AT ALL! NOTHING! he doesn't give me any surprises! he's NEVER gave me any surprises at all! HE DOESNT GIVE A SHIT! HE DOESNT CARE IF WE'RE DOING THE SAME THINGS EVERY EVERY EVERY EVERY SINGLE DAY! HE DOESNT CARE IF WE DUN EVEN TALK WHEN WE'RE OUT! HE DOESN'T EVEN GIVE A FUCK IF BOTH OF US ARE JUST STARING INTO BLANK SPACES WHENEVER WE MEET! WE FUCKING EAT THE SAME THINGS EVERYDAY! WE TALK THE SAME STUFF EVERYDAY! 'WAT U WANT TO EAT?' 'U DECIDE AH' 'I DONO WAT TO EAT'
IM DOING FUCKING ROUTINED STUFF EVERYDAY! EITHER I GO HIS HSE OR I GO BACK MINE! OR WHEN IM BACK AT HOME I GO OUT AGN AT 5PLUS TO WAIT FOR HIM AT CLEMENTI TO EAT PORRIDGE! OR I GO HIS HSE AND EAT DINNER AND AFTER DINNER BOTH OF US JUST SLACK IN HIS ROOM AND WATCH TV! AND SAY NUTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! HE DOESN'T EVEN ASK WAT I SAY WIF MY FRENS WHEN IM OUT WIF THEM! HE DOESN'T EVEN ASK WHERE THE FUCK ME AND MY FRENS WENT!
SERIOUSLY IF HE DOESNT ASK THEN IM NOT GOING TO FUCKING TELL HIM ANYMORE!! NEVER!! I'LL NEVER REPORT ANYTHING TO HIM ANYMORE!!
HE TOLD ME HE WILL CHANGE! HE PROMISED ME HE WILL CHANGE HIS FUCKING ATTITUDE! HE SAID HE WILL TALK TO ME MORE! HE SAID HE WILL GIVE ME SURPRISES! BULLSHIT BULLSHITBULLSHITBULLSHIT!!! FUCKING BULLSHIT! FUCK IT! LIAR! BLOODY FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER SON OF A BITCH LIAR! FUCK OFF AND DIE! FUCK YOU!! GO TO HELL! CHANGE MY FUCKING ASS!
HOW PATHETIC CAN I BE!! WAT A PATHETIC GF I AM! FANCY NT HAVING RECEIVED ANY SURPRISES FRM HER BF BEFORE! NEVER IN MY LIFE!!
I WANT SURPRISES! I WANT TO DO SOMETHING NEW WIF HIM! I WANT TO GO NEW PLACES! I WANT TO DO NEW THINGS! I WANT TO TALK NEW STUFFS!! I WANT HIM TO MAKE THE FUCKING EFFORT IN THIS FUCKING RELATIONSHIP!! IF HE DOESNT MAKE ANY EFFORTS THEN IM LETTING THIS FUCKING RELATIONSHIP DIE OFF! JUST DIE DIE DIE!! LET THIS FUCKING RELATIONSHIP BREAK! I DUN GIVE A FUCK!!
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