had a chat wif lynn just nw.... a very long and scary and dejavu-ing chat..... we both realised we were thinking abt the same things... both realised we had the same bad feeling after that gathering.... somehow both of us felt tat we're nvr going to meet up wif the gang so happily ever again.... and we had even the same "evidences" to back our feelings.... i dont know how to describe this... maybe all of u will think we're both crazy... but i can tell you.... its really too much of a coincidence... how can 2 girls think abt the EXACT SAME things without even influencing each other's thoughts to start wif?

guys... dont u think its funny why the four of us, sam, may, lynn and me could wake up so damn early the nxt day and even chatted online? together? aren't u surprised that I (the person who'll die without at least 12hrs of sleep) can wake up so early even though i slept so damn late? when i went online i was thinking "stupid girl, go online so early for wat, no one will be online lor" and *poof* ALL of us were online.... the same four who chatted under the block.... coincidental or wat?...

both me and lynn felt tat day was very very not-real... as if it's like a dream.... both lynn and me felt very very very very happy tat day... too happy... so happy tat we both thought it didnt happen, and both of us thought we'll nvr meet up like this (very happy and all), ever again... both of us had this bad feeling... both felt very very very bu she de when rachel went home...(even though we knew she'd always go home early)... and both of us were very very happy and surprised tat rach'd stay back to study there, at the hot and sticky place, just to stay and listen to us play games while she study without lights.... i mean... there's many many more things... but i dont know how to put it... but i know u guys wun believe us... will think we're paranoid or wat.... or will even think we influenced each other's thoughts.... but we can swear, we did not... both of us really felt the same thing... and both of us are very very very scared.....