sometimes i really wonder have i ever been crushed-on before during this 19yrs of my life?? this question suddenly popped out from nowhere.... i've always tot im damn ugly, fat, retarded, boy-ish... but still, did anybody had a crush on me before? hey pls, not like i WANT to (im serious, i'd rather not, cos its very troublesome, i always make it known to the world that im very attached and very not available), but im just curious to know and interested to find out whether the fat-ugly-retarded me got ppl crush on before or not..funny thought... wahahhaha...but i guess not.... definitely dun haf... only i went after ppl... no one went after me before... hahaha... i really dun think so..but i know when i was in pri sch there was this guy who had a crush on me before, and i din know it till when i was in sec 3 when a fren of mine told me....and i think thats abt all... just one.. so shi bai...hahhaha..

anyway... just a passing thought.... food for thought for u guys ba....