Do you know the feeling when you see a skirt or top u like, but once u've tried it, u immediately feel damn lostform cos you cant even pull it pass ur bum? and you will stare enviously at others trying the same skirt and it fits them so perfectly. u look down at ur bloated, fat tummy and ur flat but huge bums, huge waistline, and u feel juz like crying at the ugly sight and just wanna jump off some building. cos u cant accept the bloody fact that u are really so ugly nothing looks good on u. such ugly and fat girl shouldn't even exist in the 1st place, they should be sent to the land of uglies, like the one in brave new world (forgot the name).

sometimes i think its so unfair. some girls, though ugly, are thin. and some girls, who are fat, hey, at least they've got nice facial features like double eyelids. all i have is a fucking double chin. or they might be ugly, but they are clever enough to get into local universities. and when other girls are not lucky enough to get into local unis, they are either damn rich or they might have a nice photogenic face, either tat or at the very least they have cars, or their family does.

and when u say u are fat, maybe at the very least ur face is smaller than mine :)

i have neither the face, nor figure, nor double eyelids, nor intelligence, nor will.

this is always the fucked up feeling i'll get after trying tonnes of clothes for cny, but finding non tat fits.

they always say when u are given something good, they will take away something from you (i.e u have a pretty face but u are plump). but why do i have more bad things than good things?