sometimes i feel so lonely... so sad..... even when he's right beside me... i still feel so lonely....... i feel that when a relationship gets too long..... the guys will start to take everything for granted.....the girls will start to give in more than what they are supposed to....... both will start to quarrel every other days...... their msgs get shorter and shorter....... the guys wont bother to call anymore....... the girls will call more and more often.... too much infact..... the guys will have lesser and lesser things to say..... they will have lesser places to go..... lesser things to do..... meeting up juz for the sake of meeting up..... not because they want to see each other anyore...... the girls start to cry right beside their bfs and the guys wont know.............. they start to cry alone..... in their bedrooms.... because when they start crying in front of their bfs, the guys will start to think its damn irritating..... they wont even bother to comfort the girls anymore..... either they will act like they are asleep... or they will get angry.... get irritated...... the guys used to hug them, comfort them when they are sad.....

sometimes i feel so tired........... tired of giving in so much.....