there's this internal conflict in me...... i desperately need $$$, i need to find a part time job (eg tuition, work during weekends, work at roadshows), BUT whenever there's a chance, i'll give it up. I DONT KNOW WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. i really dont know.

know wat kind of jobs i want? juz call me to go work for 1 day, suit to MY timing (not everyday i also can work leh), good pay. omg, where got this kind of job? those jobs that call u when they need u. and they'll keep calling u. anyone with this kinda lobang, please please please give me a call.

stupid self contradictory cow. stupid stupid stupid. nxt time, i'll be my own boss. I plan my OWN flexible working hours. anyone join me?