I need to get out of this bloody boring place. I need more CLOTHES, SHOES, ACCESSORIES. i need more make up. i need to go overseas NOW. i need more skincare products! i need a CAR. i need a HAIRCUT. i need to bloody SLIM DOWN. i need so many many many fucking things, im so fucking materialistic. i need a very very nice dress/top for christmas. sobs.

last but not least, i need to start studying.