i'm so damn fucking busy these days tat sometimes i get quite tired of everything........... so busy with tuition, meeting up ppl on nearly every evenings of my wkdays...... and even mornings for my online shopping thingy.........but i really shouldn't complain, it only means i've got great friends around........i'm very guilty about some things, and i wished i was there when i was needed, but as it turned out i was needed somewhere else too....... really wished i was there to enjoy like they did......... i wished i went i wished i heard the damn phone ring........read Yelen's blog and a sense of envy overwhelmed me, i wasn't there to enjoy those moments, i wasn't there to help, i wasn't there to feel the crazy moments like they did.........everyone seem to know something but they keep it hush, with the knowing looks on their faces, like they know something u dont......

did i mention i'll be going Vietnam from15th -19th august? and KL + Genting road trip from 25th -26th? and my spree deadline's this sunday and i gotta do everything by next tuesday??? did i mention i'll be dead busy?? BUSY! BUSY BUSY! grrrrrr..........