sometimes u just feel like sinking in, not wanting to climb up this dark hole towards the sunlight and just let it engulf you.... sometimes you just feel like occupying yourself with many things and still feel you've got nothing to do..... sometimes all i do is just look forward to the wkends, which goes off as quickly as they come.... in a blink of the eye, hols will be ending soon.... and i'm so not looking forward to getting my results at the end of this month..... i was so looking forward to going overseas..... and it came and went off in a whirl......... and now i'm looking forward to this wkend for the Genting + KL trip, which is only for 2 days.... how i wish i can stay there for another couple of days.... how i wish i have the money to stay, how i wish the bf can take more leave.... and before i know it, this Genting trip will be gone again.... and i dont know what else i can look forward to, except for the frightening reality of my results.... *sigh*

Now i wish i'm back in Vietnam, at the hotel........... did i mention the hotel's super big, nice, clean and seriously not as bad as i'd thought it would be?? (it's CONIRM better than one of the Genting hotel, cant remember which) From the outside, when i just arrived at the hotel, i stared in disbelief at the 6 storey high hotel, squeezed in the middle of a dirty street... and i was thinking to myself "oh no, this is bad", but the moment i stepped into my hotel room i was so pleasantly surprised.... its spacious, with a king sized + single bed, with a coffee table, balcony, bathtub equiped SURPRISINGLY CLEAN and big bathroom, and a very large wardrobe, big tv, many many shelves for dono what......... i must slap myself hard for forgetting to take a photo of the hotel room.... *slaps forhead* i just realised i didn't take a photo of the room.... gosh, i'm so stupid...........

anyway, i did plenty of stupid blur things in Vietnam, or even BEFORE i went to Vietnam.... guess what? I actually LEFT MY CAMERA at my bf's hse and just left for the airport.... STUPID RIGHT?? i dont know why the hell i took the camera out of my luggage bag and then left it on the table, i think i intended to put the camera into my handbag so i could take pictures the moment i reach Vietnam.... but i took it out and forgot to put it back(!!!!) yes! slap me for my stupidity! but LUCKY ME (US), me and my bf were the first to reach the airport and we called the other friends who haven't reach the airport to take cab to my bf's hse and ask (wake my bf's mum up) my bf's mum to pass it to them.....it was 6am in the morning........ ARGH..... but at least all went well for the rest of the day....

BUT, that was not all, the nxt day, i forgot to take the battery out of the charger and just took the camera out, WITHOUT THE DAMN BATTERY...... gosh............ this one really cant be helped... we were already halfway travelling to another town before i realised my mistake...... sigh.....

tat's not the end of the story of a blur girl called carine..... on the 2nd last day...... all of us agreed on meeting at 7.30 (Vietnam time) am in the morning..... for the past few days of the trip, my bf was the one setting the alarm clock, but he left the job to his clever girlfren to do it on tat day.... and his clever girlfren set the alarm clock 2 hrs later............cos his clever girlfren really couldn't figure out how to set her Singapore's alarm clock to wake up using Vietnam's time..... dont know what i'm saying rite? i also dont know how to differentiate Vietnam's time and Singapore's time.... sigh sigh sigh.......... BLUR BLUR BLUR.

watch out for more stories of a blur girl called Carine. sian.