My To buy list seems to grow longer by the minute but i've got no idea how to fulfil all my needs when i've got no money.... fuck............ really feel so shit..... i need some calorie limit capsules to bloody limit my food intake during this festive season.... i need a new blusher, i need hair treatment for my bloody just-dyed-super-dry-hair................ anyway, talking about my dyed hair......... haizZZZZ............. i felt so cheated..... the hair cut was nice, i really like it.... but as usual, i got cajoled into highlighting my hair in less than 3 minutes.... the hair stylist must have felt very proud of herself, to persuade me to dye my hair so fast............. and the highlighting and hair cut cost me $130 bucks............... which is VERY expensive.......... compared to if i just dye at some neighbourhood salons...... for tat price i think i can dye my WHOLE hair plus highlight plus treatment plus cut.............shit.......... got scolded by the bf for being so stupid to dye hair at those kinda salons.......... can cut hair at those kind of higher-end salons, but dyeing hair is a serious mistake.... and now my hair is like a pile of dried hay........... shit.......... really need to do treatment...... did i mention i went back to the salon AGAIN to touch up my hair? cos the first time was SO NOT OBVIOUS my mum and bf and some friends screamed at me to go back to the Salon to touch up....... i always kena this kinda thing don't ask me why..... dye-ing hair at this place is so not worth the money....... though really, the hair cutting is perfectly fine......

i dont even wanna bring myself to think about the coming exams and prelims.... the only thing i'm looking forward now is CNY...... my ONLY motivation........... but when it's over, it's really over..... i might be so depressed after the hols i might just die of stress..... i'm a super stress-free person, but this year i dont know why i can feel the stress of studies constantly all the time..... feel so shit...................... ARGH!