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Retail Therapy; The Shopping Queen

i think some shopping devil possessed my body these few days......... i went into uncontrollable bouts of shopping impulses which i find fucking difficult to stop myself! ARGH...... indulgences......... the amount of things i bought for the past one month is enough to scare the hell out of my mum and boyfriend.... i dont know why i can't control my shopping impulses, and it's damn scary..... and i now declare myself officially BANKRUPT (yes, again) for the 100th time in my 22 years.......

yes, i bought 6 pairs of shoes........ actually no, i bought 8 pairs of shoes to be exact this month alone.... the other 2 pairs at bf's house......... BUT, guess how much do cost for each pair? 5 frigging bucks. HOW NOT TO BUY?!?! They don't even look like cheap shoes to me ah.... all high heels leh! can wear for work~!!! for 5 bucks leh!! those shoes at my house are the 5 dollars ones la... but those shoes at my boyfriend's house cost $10 and $20 each....(nt in the picture) still damn cheap ah.... URS sandals for $10......bought it at the warehouse sale.... anyway, those 5 bucks shoes, all sold out liao lah.... OF COS AH, when i went there only had very few sizes left..... cos a fren of mine bought most of them liao.... hahahahha.... i shall not give names here...

anyway, whatever that's in this picture, i bought them cos they were VERY CHEAP and very nice....... all discounted...... EXCEPT the white shorts which my bf bought for me from M)phosis again ($35!! not cheap!!!).... exact same white shorts i bought a year ago.... it's damn difficult to find shorts i like and fit my bottom very well.... so i decided to stock up..... cos my old white shorts became very dirty and somehow yellowish.....

from left:

M)phosis white shorts: $35

Black Dress from Cotton on: $10!!!! super love it!

Grey Plain top from Cotton on: 2 for $20, so $10!

Pink spaghetti too from Cotton on: 2 for $20, so $10! (but got to buy 2 same tops to get the discount, if not it's $15 each... BUT Carine was rather brave today and waited for another girl who bought the EXACT same tops as me so i actually took the initiative to approach her to share, LUCKY SHIT. cos they've got so many designs there and so happened we both bought 2 same tops)

Green long top from pasar malam: $10! hey, pasar malam sells damn nice dresses nowadays ok! and ALL FOR $10 only!

Tights fom pasar malam: $10~!

Total: $75

Clothes for WORK!! i've already started to keep a look out for tops to go work in July.... hur....... office wear....

from Left:

Black working dress from this fashion/alano/coax bazaar outside Westmall: $15!!!!! frigging cheap for a working dress like this lor, those i saw at other boutiques selling at least $40 each

Pink working top from Coax: $19 after discount

Total: $34

Somemore miscellaneous stuff i bought......

from left:

Fake eyelashes from dodo club: $3.90 i think can't remember

Pair of rose earrings frm school push cart: $1.50!

Face shop Glitter Black eyeliner: $12.90 (singapore) SUPER GOOD OK!! very smooth! and glitters! though you need to sharpen........ get a sharpener from SaSa for only $1.20..... very easy to sharpen!


I JUST got lobang get from Korea straight from their Face Shop outlets in Korea and thinking if i wanna open spree for The Face Shop.... interested ppl please inform me! at least 20% cheaper than Singapore.... SOMEMORE DIRECT FROM KOREA.... fresh... hahahaha..... even their body lotions, face masks i all have lobang! 100% REAL from Face Shop Korea... if i get from Korea, the eyeliner will be $9.90 only!.... $3 cheaper...INFORM ME SOON BEFORE MAY! now only buying glitter eyeliners, go to Face shop outlets in Singapore and try their colours and inform me what colours you all want, i think got gold, silver, dark blue, black..... only applicable to my frens.... hur.....

Tinted ZA moisturiser: $14.90 i think, really can't remember how much...

Maybelline lipstick: $12.90

Puff phone accessories with a huge love dimante: $3

Huge dimante Black Ring from Cotton on: $4.95

notice the frequency of my blog updates lately........... it's cos i just dont wanna get my ass down to study now... and also cos i've been having problems, serious problems sleeping lately..... and so i've been up till 2am or later these few days when i got to wake up at 7 the nxt day..... and when i sleep, it's those restless sleep where i wake up at least 10 times throughout the night...... which is damn mother fuckingly irritating with a capital I. it really makes me totally totally tired the nxt day..... ARGH! IRRITATING! not in the best of moods lately too. sigh.

Camera man: Wan Min Xiong.


For those ppl who's never seen me play piano before...... and for those who can't believe i can actually play the piano..... here it is.... anyway, that THE WHOLE WORLD has never seen me play the piano before la......... except my family, my bf and my piano teacher...... oh and those who went for my piano teacher's concert.... hur....... taken by my beloved naughty little bro.... who took the first video when i wasn't noticing.... after i found him doing it, i continued to let him video my next song..... hahhaha...... zi lian...

but i really hate the piano. swear.


Haydn dono-what Sonata 1st of 3 movements:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHXD1Gtz2TI

Debussy's Minstrels:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwrfgAym80k

yep, we went all the way to suntec to buy macdonald breakfast...... cos we couldn't find the one near the stadium...... dammit.....i think the 3 of us walked 5km tat day........ walked round and round and round the national stadium for dono how long.........

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hahah i love this photo.......... super cute! especially my hello kitty umbrella, the cutest!

this was how we chopped seats for i think around a thousand students......... plenty of nylon strings and tape did the trick....

all of us starting to look quite cui already........ look at our tired eyes.......

hmmmm...... last sat when me, yanwen and lizhen reserved seats for the bpians at 6am in the morning.... the 3 of us chatted for many many hours during the wait for the competition.... we all knew it was the last performance at national stadium.... we all knew national stadium would be gone, soon..... so we took hell lots of pictures........ we chatted hell lot too...... we chatted on soooo many mature topics......... talked about marriage, talked about boys, talked about horoscopes, talked about our lives......... it was a very enlightening long long long chat....... we were all three very different individuals altogether..... VERY different.... but the way we talked, it seemed as if we knew each other forever....... it was something i'll cherish...... the bonds i have with alot of ppl...... the things i can share with many ppl..... my encounters, my experiences......... btw i was ranked "the most entertaining" person i think, on facebook among all my frens..... which really made my day.... i like to be entertaining, i like it when ppl laugh at my jokes, my encounters, i love it when ppl find me interesting to be with.... i like to be the blur one, entertaining ppl with my blurness..... i mean, i'm really (always) slow in catching some of the jokes ppl say, but seriously i dont care lah.... different frequency different frequency lor.... as long as i can make ppl laugh.....

but despite popular beliefs, i do have some down periods too.... just tat i think only my bf can see those down periods of mine......... only for the privileged, hahah.... not everyone can see one ok....



SIBEH SIAN LAH, i'm doing EVERY SINGLE THING BUT SLEEP, and STUDY. MOODY. moody. little miss moody. i cant bloody sleep. and i've got class at 8.30am later. pui.



anyway, some random photos i ka-poed from lizhen's blog..... hahah which she has forgotten to send me i guess.....

6plus am at National Stadium

the 3 heroines that day, yanwen, me and lizhen.

our wonderful bp supporters

Our forever forceful and graceful BP band 2008

wonderfully colourful Bp supporters....

There were some other photos we took during the long long wait........ some cock photos which i think lizhen thought was too funny to put up.... hahaha.... the 3 aunties holding umbrellas sitting at the seats, avoiding the sun...... seriously, the sun is really bad for the skin k........... no one could have ever believed that we were from Military bands.......... hahahha....afraid of even the sun................ hahahahha haizzzzzzzzzz.............

i suddenly knew why BP band didn't make it for gold...... suddenly knew why the rest of the Big Threes got gold.........it might be one of the few main reasons..... i suddenly realised this after watching the band videos at youtube........... it's the Auxillary Percussion and the choreography of the music, they followed the symphonic band style, climax, anticlimax, soft, climax again......... Bowen, Tk and Deyi all had one thing in common, they had FANTABULOUSLY LOUD Auxillary percussion......and they placed alot of emphasis on AP (those ppl standing infront on the track) these time round.... those AP instruments they used are LOUD/ECHO-ing STEEL and pedalled xylophones to magnify the sound, steel xylophones can even have the effects of making the music ALOT MORE rounder, full, and can even cover it up when the band gets out of breath, can create climax, AND create mellow sounds ALL AT THE SAME TIME........ and the ones that we're/BP's using are WOODEN ones....... they're alot SOFTER and mellower in comparison......... Gosh...........and bowen had very loud drummers for AP........ haiz..... anyway, our show lacked the climax i think... quite monotonous... Deyi was really fantastic, no doubt about it..... but we were still really very good, just wasn't good enough..... seriously dont know what Deyi and Tk band did to their instruments or what, it's like they "opened pipe" for their instruments (zng-ed their instruments or something) like so loud and round!


but fuck, i really dont understand why we couldn't have gotten a gold, really like wtf... i tot we were alot better than 2 years ago, MUCH BETTER THAN Y smth smth school, ccb, putting us down to their standard really makes my blood boil................ REALLY DAMN PEK CEK LAH, i dont know why but this band competition thingy affected me so much! ARGH! mooodyyyyy...........

BUT why did TK didn't get best band this year? listen to their AP, they messed their solo up.......... anyway, Deyi's choice of music were like so powerful ah........ their opening was like so fairyland, dream-like (by the SUPERB xylophones or watever u all them lah)... then SUDDENLY CLIMAX, then soften down, and then CLIMAXED again........ all in all a really superb and rounded show........

anyway, who cares........ it's all over........... just some things that's been going through my mine these days....... i kept thinking, i dont know why.... this question just kept repeating and repeating in my mind "Why did we not get gold, WHY did B_wen get gold when it was so SHITTY, WHY didnt we get gold?! " why. cos b_wen's AP was darn good, that's why. although their main band sucked, and they actually SANG, during band comp. god. anyway, here's the videos..... the only consolation was, DEYI WON BEST BAND AND TK screwed up, hur. finally, it's tk's time to CRY, (in disappointment) this time round. when deyi won, all the bt exmembers cheered like fuck.

Deyi:




and BP band:







TK:





Boowen:

"We were a strong band,in terms of manpower,music or marching. I remember truly feeling the aura of a great and mighty band emanating from us as we walked past our rival bands. We had the imposing presence,and I was sure that our rival bands at least feared or respected us,simply because we had it in us. But after the split,our band feels much weakened. It feels to me like our band was a person who fell from the pink of health into a state of fragility,perhaps from a sudden critical illness,and now on the path of slow but steady recovery,but losing much of the original state of vitality." -Yan Wen

this small paragraph spoke alot for me...... totally 100% agreed....

haizZZZZz.............. dont know what to say.......... we got Silver for SYF military band competition............ damn lostform ........... haizZz................. seeing the band at the national stadium brought back so much memories it overwhelmed me suddenly........... seeing the field, and knowing that it's the last time, really the very last time we're going to be marching at the national stadium field......... and we were back in Teckwhye, back at the same old muddy field at teckwhye......... i thought we could win at least a gold or something........... so many things went through my mind when we were waiting for the results, and after we've gotten the results........... seeing those dejected figures on the field, members and instructors alike, just feel like giving them a comforting pat on the back, seeing those disappointed faces, crying, sobbing faces, just makes me feel so sad......... the point is, i havent been going back to band for 6 years ever since i've graduated......... but it really seemed like i've never even left there afterall.............i haven't even been going back to help out AT ALL and i can feel so much for the band, i can feel anger, indignant, sadness, disappointment......... can you imagine those ppl who's been constantly helping out at the band, going back for band practices........... can you imagine how they'll feel? haizz........ we were sobbing at the national stadium 8 years ago, 8 years have passed, and we are still sobbing at the same field............ how can those bloody judges be so blind, i really cannot understand.......... so many flashes of memories back in my mind........... when we were at the band room, listening to Sir giving long long talks......... after band competition, everyone sitting at the bandroom disappointed, down at the muddy fields with only the centre line and the trees as our guide........ basketball after band practices........... hide and seek at teckwhye............. we could spend the whole bloody day at teckwhye........ or at lot1 mac........... seeing those disappointed figures........really felt like going up to them, give them a comforting pat, telling them they've already done a good job............ just going up to them and talk........... just talk........... but i can't even do that, feels so awkward, feels so weird......... can't even open my mouth to talk to them.... after the band competition, when we were back at the teckwhye, i wanted to wait, wanted to be up at the bandroom with them, wanted to mix and mingle with the rest of the exmembers, but i just felt damn out of place, somewhat.... just out of place......... and so i decided to leave before the rest of them arrive........ and walked the same long way from teckwhye to the next bus stop........ the way me and yanwen always walked and chatted........ the road which brought me and yanwen to those bunch of ppl......... "hey, do you guys want to join us? we're going to kpt." they shouted across up the slope....... "what's kpt?", "kopitiam lah", "ok, we'll join u"

tomorrow's the band comp day for Bukit panjng military band, sadly, not bukit panjang and Teck whye combined military band anymore...... sigh..... and i'm going to wake up at some god forsaken hours.... at 4AM in the morning..... yes.......... THAT EARLY...... to go to the national stadium to chop seats for our school so we we'll get the best view, and most importantly, SHADE at the grand stand........ it's been a long while since i've done my part as an exmember to the band, and so, i volunteered this........... so well, other than the fact that i'll have super black eyebags tml, it'll be fun of course, snatching seats with the Tk exmembers, bitching with some frens, (or probably not, cos everyone will be so sleepy), the excitement will only come in the afternoon when we see the band all lined up and ready to go on the field, when the drum major raises the maize and "BOOM" everything starts, just like the good old days when we were down there........ it'll be like back to secondary school days when we did stupid things, i feel a tinge of regret doing this, but no choice, must put in some effort for the band..... and hopefully i'll be able to study there under the dim, MOONlight.... hur...... i'll bring whatever i need there lah, books, notes, sleeping bag? IM SERIOUS about bringing sleeping bag there ok....... i mean, at least i'll have something nice to sit on for the next god-knows-how-many hours right..........

and probably i'll have to sleep like at 8pm tonight............ i've got sleeping disorder these days, and it's getting worst-erest, i can lie on my bed for 3-4 hrs before going to sleep........... ARGH....... or probably i got to sleep at 7pm...... even so, i'll only have less than 8hrs of sleep (minus 2hrs when i toss and turn).... ARGH..... starting to regret liao lah........... BUT i hope it'll be fun.......... cos i suddenly feel young again............ hur.........but i can bet on sunday i'll feel like a 40yr old women.......

This quiz i got from Veron's blog is like so completey true........ super true, like 90percent accurate.... everyone should try it here: http://www.youniverse.com/

Some random photos from eons ago to add some colours to this dull and lifeless blog.......


Cant remember if i've put this on the blog before or not, but ya this was last year when the bf's parents went Korea and we had the whole house to our own..... so the bf made steaks for our dinner........ cool right, like those you see in western restaurants..... note the cutleries, hahahah we didn't have steak knife at home, so we used spoons......... wahahhaa.... and that thing over there is actually baked potato with cheese and butter.... yum yum....... ANYWAY, in case you're wondering if this is edible, it's actually damn nice........... boys can always cook better than girls... dont u think so? well, for me i think it's true ah....


anyway this is my crimson red NDS lite........... I just call her My Ds Lite...... i always shout at my bf "Oei! Where's My Ds Lite!@@! Play your PSP and leave her alone!"



This was just yesterday at Vivo City, (when i was supposed to be studying at some place, we went shopping instead)..............after a very heavy dinner at Hogsbreath...........................

And our Zng-ed boats! Bf's ugly black boat........... hahaha...... Transformers....Careful, might metamorphosis into a hugeass robot with a redbull logo on it.............*lame*

My Beautiful pink boat!!!!! Chio right...........everything downright to those stencils at the wings were all D.I.Y ok.......... including the colour......... and the stencil rose...... were all sprayed paint on my own........ spent HELL lot of time to do up this boat.......... and so far i've only played it like at most twice........ hahahhaa............ bo hua ah........... spent hell lot of money on these 2 boats and only played a few times...........

For the sake of proving the boat can really work on water, here's the video............. at Punggol Park......... before we changed it's colour.....

*SOBS* I wish these are mine......................... Envious man! I wish my bf can get those for me too........... but wait till the sky drop.............. anyway, these are his sis's.............. his sis's bf give one......... so nice right?!!!!

nowadays i can't even be bothered to take pictures with my digicam anymore............ haizZZzz.......... can't even be bothered to upload whatever i took............. the digicam's forever tucked inside my bag at my bf's house which i never fail to remember bringing the charger to his hse......... and bringing the damn digicam back to my hse to upload the photos............ pui............. wait till my exams are over...... i shall shop the town down, meetup with tonnes of friends, start buying office wear clothes, start packing my room, start shopping at ikea to buy a new cupboard for my overflowing room! haizZZzz..... but i need MONEY MONEY MONEY!!

it's been a long time since i last blogged....... wonder if there's anyone out there still reading this mouldy blog of mine......... bleah......... been, well, as always, busy......... with.... fiddling with my nds lite....... Crimson RED in colour....... yep, i managed to SELL away my Black nintendo ds lite and bought a red one........ wahhaha..... i managed to sell it within 4 days of usage, pro or what............ i love doing these kinda selling and buying kinda things online...... anyway, back to my ds........ been playing all sorts of games lately, and been kinda hooked to some.......... but now is really not the right time to get addicted to games cos my EXAMS ARE COMING.............. oh man.............. instead of burrowing into the mountain of books i'm getting myself lost in the endless games of nintendo....... i'm so screwed......... haizZZZZzz................

everyone's been raving on about the novel "P.S I Love You" but i've still yet to get my hands on it........ hmmmm............ now is not the time!! I always say this, and i must say it again.......... why do i always get myself tonnes and tonnes of things to do during this critical period of studying? i've got endless things to buy, endless things to do............ shit man...... i've been doing a little bit of retail therapy lately, and i've bought quite a number of satisfied buys......... but i've yet to start on my exams...................JUST CANT GET THE MOOD to get going.............. SHIT lah........ grrrrr.........