tomorrow's the band comp day for Bukit panjng military band, sadly, not bukit panjang and Teck whye combined military band anymore...... sigh..... and i'm going to wake up at some god forsaken hours.... at 4AM in the morning..... yes.......... THAT EARLY...... to go to the national stadium to chop seats for our school so we we'll get the best view, and most importantly, SHADE at the grand stand........ it's been a long while since i've done my part as an exmember to the band, and so, i volunteered this........... so well, other than the fact that i'll have super black eyebags tml, it'll be fun of course, snatching seats with the Tk exmembers, bitching with some frens, (or probably not, cos everyone will be so sleepy), the excitement will only come in the afternoon when we see the band all lined up and ready to go on the field, when the drum major raises the maize and "BOOM" everything starts, just like the good old days when we were down there........ it'll be like back to secondary school days when we did stupid things, i feel a tinge of regret doing this, but no choice, must put in some effort for the band..... and hopefully i'll be able to study there under the dim, MOONlight.... hur...... i'll bring whatever i need there lah, books, notes, sleeping bag? IM SERIOUS about bringing sleeping bag there ok....... i mean, at least i'll have something nice to sit on for the next god-knows-how-many hours right..........

and probably i'll have to sleep like at 8pm tonight............ i've got sleeping disorder these days, and it's getting worst-erest, i can lie on my bed for 3-4 hrs before going to sleep........... ARGH....... or probably i got to sleep at 7pm...... even so, i'll only have less than 8hrs of sleep (minus 2hrs when i toss and turn).... ARGH..... starting to regret liao lah........... BUT i hope it'll be fun.......... cos i suddenly feel young again............ hur.........but i can bet on sunday i'll feel like a 40yr old women.......