i was never much of a music/song fan..... i don't normally listen to music and only listen to radio occasionally (point being, i only listen to mainstream songs)...... but i just realised i SHOULD listen to music while working cos working hours will pass alot quicker.......... i was listening to mambo songs and i've got such an impulse to go clubbing......... i've been deprived of alot of things recently (or maybe since long ago) and i think i need to get my deprivation satisfied.......... it's sad.... cos when u start working, when u start a relationship, you lose everything....... you lose your social life.... you lose your occasional dosage of clubbing fun....... you lose alot of things and forget how to have fun, forget how to laugh really sincerely........ which i realised, are important elements of my life to make me feel happy again........ one cannot have total refrain......... it'll KILL you slowly and surely.