my chinese new year was so-so...... everyday was just gamble gamble and more gamble since cny eve..... we played till 7am for 2 days.... CRAZY can.... i won almost 400bucks *prance around in glee* without doing anything.... hahah,...i just merely sponsored 100bucks as the banker's base and sat there to watch tv..... and in just a mere half hour, i won 200bucks.... tat crazy guy.... bluffed me... i'd thought he lost alot and tat's why i decided to give him 100bucks to let him "fan ben"... but then i realised he actually won ALOT and he still asked me to share with me..... crazy.... he even shared all his profits with me.... then later when i was too bored and decided to watch tv again, he asked me to give him my money and he played for me.... and he won 150bucks in an hr..... i was just playing for fun so i only played 2bucks.... when i let that guy play, he played for 16bucks.... i din even know.... and he gave me all the winnings.... hahhaa... happiness.... but my poor bf lost 400bucks..... so i gave him 200bucks......... the money din feel like mine anyway, so i din feel the pinch.... but,.... his frens are crazy lah.... they play by the hundreds..... and one guy won 1400bucks...... like wtf.......... but i dono what to say,..... they dont feel the pinch at all, what the guy won is like more than half of my monthly salary......

anyway, i feel like going out today.... but i cant... cos i got to work tml.... i wanted to take mc for tml... but..... i've got appointment with the client... haiz......... sian..... how i wish the hols can extend for another week....... why must it end so soon.... my bf dont even need to work this wk... why do i have to go back to work TOMORROW..... fuck........ anyway...... it's been like 4 mths since i last took mc..... nowadays, even when i feel really sick, i cant even fucking take mc.......... arghhhh,.....