Everything seems to be going wrong recently... especially work.... and i finally took mc today.... half day only.... been vomitting since last night... gastric flu... anyway... im not very looking forward to Vday.... it's not special anymore..... i've nvr had a special V day before when someone actually makes the effort to do something nice, plan something nice, plan a surprise for me...... so far, i've nvr had a "pleasant surprise" from anyone before..... well maybe 5 yrs ago i had once.... when the bf bought cake and my bday present on my bday..... i was truly surprised then...... and maybe another 3 years ago, when the bf bought a nike school bag for me.... or maybe 2 years back on my 21st bday, at the chalet, when my frens lighted up a candle and sang me a bday song at 12 midnight when i was washing up stuff downstairs.........tat's all........ sad...... and they say life is full of surprises..... my life is full of monotonous shit.....

*grumpy*

i want SURPRISES! SURPRISES!!!!!

did i mention i got to spend Vday in the office this wk?! *cries* cos it's my stupid reporting deadline.......... UPSET.