Happy birthday to me... though it's one day late.. hehehhe...

It was one of my most unforgettable birthdays in my life... Had alot of fun with Lynn, Ron and May...

Started off on the 18th morning when i received a msg frm lynn saying that BOTH she and ron will be late.. i started to smell something amiss.. hehe.. then i msged may and she ALSO said she's gonna be late... nvm.. then i took cab down to taka... lynn and ron said they were not there yet.. then when i called blur queen may.. she said "WE are here alrdy.." and she suddenly realised her mistake and burst out laughing... it was damn damn damn funny....

met up with them later and went Marche to have our lunch...

and of cos... we took pictures..

We had crepes, Black pepper pizza... and Rosti.. Then lynn came back with a chocolate truffle with a lighted candle...

Well and of cos.. i took pics with the nice looking cake...

and made a wish...

And they made me bite the candle... :P thank goodness they din push the candle in...

And they presented me with their gifts.... it was "Wan Simple Book For Carine" and a "Funky Farm" handwash... SO CUTEEE!!!! Especially the "Wan Simple Book For Carine"... I could tell they spent quite a lot of time making it...

While I was looking at the scrapbook...

They took many ugly pictures of me.... yucks.. ARGH...

*oohhh*

I was so engrossed..

and din realised they were happily eating away the remains of my chocolate truffle... hahhahaha...

But i had the last bite :P

We took many more pics....

We even got the waitress to take a pic for us....

After having lunch at marche.... We went kbox!... somehow i felt we din really sang that day... just kept talking and talking and talking... hahhaha... well as you've guessed....

We took MORE photos...

And we had a hard time adjusting the camera for self timer... and our photos turned out like that...

And like that..

May left earlier and met us at 11 plus later at night at zouk... and we went espirit to try out some tank tops....

Lynn and Ron went into one room, and I went to the other room...but after i've changed.. i waited and waited damn long outside for them to come out.. but they din...

and guess wat they were doing inside....

they were taking pictures... AGAIN...

And made me wait for them for soooooooooo long...

After trying out those tops for ard half an hr... or more.. those two vain pots bought the tops they bought.. BUT i din... heh..

And we proceeded to New Asia Bar at Swissotel... It was a damn high class bar on level 70.... The sight there was breathtaking... and it was happy hour before 9... too bad on drinks only....

well... we even took pictures in such a high class place...

And lynn got caught in the act for looking at guys... hahhahah...

Later at night.. I went to orchard to meet up with jolly... and was so surprised tat she actually knew tat day was my bday.... and she gave me such a cuteeeeeeeeee eeyore!!... so cute!.. the fur is so soft and nice to touch!...

After meeting jolly... we went zouk and met maybelline there... had a great time there... the music that day was fantastic...

SHITTTTTTTTTT... OMG!!! can appeal online for NTU courses already!! and im still so damn fucking stupid to think i have to go down all the way to the sch to appeal!! im sooooooooo damn scared im a little too late!!...

GUYS PLEASE help me on the essay on the reasons for the appeal tml when we meet up... PLS my english cannot make it!!... shit.. im so damn bloody stupid..

I seriously want a make-up kit... and i seriously want to learn how to put on make-up... suddenly want to grow up... wanna look prettier... wanna go slimming!!! EXPRESSIONS GOT SALE!! ARGH...its damn cheap!! $288 for two person! 10sessions for each person... i wanna slim down!!

Got this from a friend's blog.. meaningful..

Take this quiz:
1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer prize.

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress.

6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.

How did you do?

The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:
1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.

3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.

Easier?

The lesson:
The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care.

I remembered I was such a bright girl when i was young.. during my primary school days.. i was always the top few of my class... and my class was the best class... i still rememberd how i'll always get 99/100 for chinese, 98/100 for maths, 98/100 for English when i was in primary one and i'll always feel damn sad and disappointed... cos i knewmy mum will nag at me again.. "why cant u get 100marks! why always got careless mistakes!"

I still rememberd how i'd always learn things much faster than any kids... and i'm always the one raising my hands up to answer teacher's questions.. i remembered i was many teacher's pet.. (well, one of the reasons was actually cos of my father, ALL my teachers knew my father very well, another was, well of cos, due to my smartness)

i still remembered how many lessons/tuition i had to attend a week, and i nvr complained to my mum that it was too many for me to bare.. (at least not during primary sch days) i still remembered how i used to top those enrichment lessons too... especially english lessons... I still remembered i was so smart that before my mum enrols me into a lesson, a teacher will take a test on me first, if i pass the test, i wont need to go for the lesson, and of cos, i always passed those tests.

It was till Secondary school that i changed alot.. i changed from bad to worst.... Dono wat happened to me... but i still could manage my work.. just that i was damn bloody lazy... and i'd always go out with my friends till damn late at night... and i'll just sleep in class the next day.. (or dun go to school).. But I'd always stil thought i was still a bright kid...

Well that particular thought went on till I was in JC.. I still thought im damn clever.. just that im plain lazy... and cant be bothered to go to school everyday...

but that thought vanished when I got my results... I realised all along im just lying to myself, i realised im damn stupid..

Long day.... Went Clementi early in the morning to change the pair of khaki shorts i just bought from Baleno... the cutting is a little weird... so decided to change a larger size... anyway, was so surprised to see lynn and ken at clementi too.. took cab to hougang and went M'sia with hubby and friends...

Before we went M'sia, we went up to a friend's house to take alook at his new miniature schnauzer........... it's damn frigging cute..... DAMN CUTE AH!!! so small.. so cute.. it's only 8wks old... and he bought it frm his fren at a very very very discounted price... and he claims pet shops sell schnauzers above $1000.. and he said his fren still have another baby schnauzer at home for sale as tat fren has got arldy 4 schnauzers... The 2 babys' parents and the babys' elder bro... He said that the adult schnauzer actually gave birth to 5.. but 3 didn't make it... so damn sad... one din make it the first night as it's stomach was bitten off by her mum accidentally and the liver came out........ really damn poor thing...i straight away called home to ask if my mum will let me buy the other schnauzer or not.. (the sis).. but my mum scolded me and din let me buy.. claims rearing a dog is more difficult than bringing up a human.. will spend alot of money on the dog's expenses..BUT I REALLY REALLY WANT TO BUY THAT BABY SCHNAUZER!!... I couldn't stop playing with that baby (name's Dino) at his hse.. love the way the Dino lies on the floor whenever it's tired.... tat poor thing.. just had a jab this afternoon.. must have been damn tired.. And the worst thing was when we came back frm M'sia, he received a call from his parents that Dino was crying... maybe cos he still cant get used to the environment... and maybe he missed his sis too much... (heard that they always sleep together and always always played together).. SO SAD!!.. my fren's mood immediately changed after receiving that call and wanted to rush home to comfort his baby..

really really feel like buying Dino's sis.. but i know it's tough bringing up a dog.... u need to bring her to take jabs... see doctor... brush her hair.. trim her nails... pick fleas frm her hair... and the worst thing is toilet training and clearing up after she poos or urines... and it's damn ex... Saw my fren clearing up the mess like dono how many times when we were at his hse.. and saw him making milk for Dino.. (looks damn difficult ah)... cos Dino's still a baby and still needs to drink milk.. ARGHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh... IF i win 4D tml.. im going to build windows at my balcony so i can have more space to rear dino's sis (cos my balcony has no windows and rain splashes in and floods my balcony)... and so i can buy back dino's sis!!...

Came across this on a friend's blog: If you know that your hse is going to collapse soon, what are the things that you'll grab from your house, if everyone you know and everything that you have is in it? (you can only grab 3)

I think i'll grab my phone, my mum and my lil bro. And pray hard that my bf, my dad, and my other bro will run out by themselves.. hahhaha..

but on second thoughts, maybe i'll just grab my mum and my 2 bros, and hope my bf and my dad will run out themselves.. saving my phone is a lil foolish.. though my phone has ALL my contact numbers.. hehhe.

SOO CUTE!!! one of my favourite characters...

Darth Vader... notice the small MAy 19 at the bottom?? *teehee*

Cant wait for Starwars and harry potter to be released!!.. Want to read a book soooooo much now.. i realised i love reading story books... makes me so feel so involved in the story.. and i love the kinda feeling i get when i get addicted to a story...

Just booked tickets for Star Wars episode 3 online... had such a hard time finding tickets... tickets at Lido and Cathay in town on 19th May is sold out... but i managed to get 2tickets at Cathay at PS... but i hate going PS, nothing to shop... sucks...should have booked the tickets much earlier.. regret.. kept forgetting to book!! aRGH... wanted to watch the 9 plus show at Lido but its sold out alrdy... guess they have online booking quotas... din know 19th May is such a popular day... (HAHAHAH)

such a boring day... my bf went devil's bar with his friends, AGAIN, without me.. whilst im here blogging and rotting my life away infront of my comp... he might be drinking his liver out... hate this kinda feeling when my bf's out having fun but im so damn frigging bored at home.. i wanna have fun too!... argh..

Star Wars Episode 3..... Opens on 19TH MAY!

And that's me!.. My bf doesnt wanna take picture with me... sad....

Hubby and mum... they look alike dont they??

Bride with a very happy grandma!..

Chio bus... both of them are really so pretty..

Pretty ladies... the guys are drooling... (sisters!)

Husband and wife with parents...

Let's welcome a new member to the family!..

That was a good kiss!..

*MuackZ!*

Husband and Wife..

I hereby announce Miss Mitchell Chiang Cheng Ni and Mr Adrian Ang as husband and wife...

Vow taking... Do you, Mr Adrian (forgot his name) take Miss Mitchell Chiang Cheng Ni as your lawful wife?

*Scratch Scratch*... where did i put their stuffs?

It started with a very crazy morning... I woke up hearing alot of noises frm the sis's room... where's my brush??? My hair ok or not?? and the sound from the hairdryer never stopped once.... I think they woke up damn early in the morning... especially the elder sis to go and set her hair.. or did she set her hair herself?? but her hair was damn nice!! and both sis were shouting at her mum for this and for that.. noisy morning..

anyways... i was in the room trying to wake myself up at 9 but ended up waking at only 9.40 (which was damn late cos we were supposed to leave at 10.20).. then i rushed to get myself ready... and tried on the 2 different sets for my bf to see which is better.. and guess what he said?? "both looks the same, anyway, who will look at you? all will be looking at my sis" HOW CAN BOTH SETS OF CLOTHES LOOK THE SAME!!! KNN!

anyway.. was changing halfway and suddenly heard his Grandma's voice talking damn loudly outside in the living room.. and i panicked.. i put on all my accessories and stuff and kept pacing up and down in the room, contemplating to go out nw and greet her? or greet her when im fully ready with my hair, dress and makeup? anyway, decided on the latter.figured out that i'll leave a better impression with my neater hair. ( i nvr comb my hair, yesterday was the first time)

anyway, din have time to put on makeup, only had time to put on some lipstick and gloss.. :P went out and din know wat to call her! then heard her mum say "she's yong's gf, call her ah ma" and i ended up calling her "Ah ma" in a damn awkward manner.. feels weird to call her ah ma. but din know wat to call her anyway..

took Cheng Ni's friend's car cos the husband's car couldn't fit so many of us.. the only bad thing abt tat day was the rain... stupid rain... kept raining and raining.. ended up they couldnt take pictures outside the ROM building.. i think there's a garden outside the ROM building to take pictures.. anyway.. had a hard time finding the place..

Saw alot of the husband's relatives when we reached there..waited a very long time for their time.. finally it was their turn.. the entire time.. three of their frens were filming all these in the video cam... so cool.. maybe it's for their wedding dinner (those kind when they put up powerpoints during the entire dinner? so sweet!)

Went in to the big office where they took their vows and exchanged their rings.. but i only managed to take pictures of their backview when taking the vows.. hehe..

Later, we spent around 1 hr taking pictures outside the office... heh.. the whole world wanted to take pictures with the beautiful bride.. anyway, i thought she was the prettiest there.. all the others dun even look like they are there for ROM.. I also wanted to take picture with her.. but dun dare.. managed to drag my bf there to take picture with her too.. but her ah ma also wanted to take with us.. :P

and guess wat the ah ma said? she said "im very man3 yi4 with yong's gf, she's very big size, can match yong.. cos yong also very big size.." was it a compliment?? :P she also said "good, big size good wat, got big butt." the whole time i din know where to put my face. guess im the kind tat all Ah mas will like.. hahahha.. and the whole time the ah ma kept talking to me.. asking where i stay.. wat im studying... all the while holding my hand... a very funny feeling if you ask me..

after the vow taking.. we all went to a hotel for buffet lunch.. the food there was quite good.. good ambience too.. but a little small.. they had 4 tables.. and all were made up of mostly her friends.. (her family only made up half a table) but it was quite funny.. cos the other table was damn packed (whole table of guys).. and they kept ordering and ordering food... so funny!.. ended up they ordered too much food and one joker... (they call him the HR man) went round and round asking if anyone else need more food.. "eh your table dun have this right? must try this, this one very nice" and *piak* the dim sum ended up in our table and we had to finish it.. funny guy! cheng ni kept wanting to intro tat guy to her sis... but her sis insisted tat guy's damn bad looking.. but i dun think so leh! he looks like a very very nice person... can talk to basically anyone.. and damn funny..

hmmmmmmm.... mum said she MIGHT buy the phone for me... hmmmmm... but it's MIGHT.. not CONFIRM... shit. maybe if i can just get in to uni she'll straight away buy for me.. damn.

Just got my 150bucks frm tuition.. but why dun i feel rich at all??? on the contrary, i feel damn fucking poor....

and anyway, pardon me for repeating this, where is that DAMN LETTER.

Whole world's talking to me abt orientation alrdy.... and i dun even have the letter... wat a joke...

shoes i bought... does it match the white top??

Had a hard time taking photos with that damn bloody fucking slow camera of my bro's (WAS mine)... kenasai.. and i had to take it myself.. thank god for the half-wall in my room..

and i spent around 50bucks again today.. went k box with vel... and bought a pair of shoes... ARGHHHHH!!!

on a lighter note... had so much fun with vel at kbox today!! we had endless topics to talk about... if i din have to wake up so early tml morning i'd have talked to her thru the night... too bad! cant wait for another day out with her again!..

Or is this set of clothes better?... Please give some comments.. bf's sis's rom on THURSDAY!!.. and why am i getting so tight up for?.. :P (cos nearly all his relatives are going??? some of which i haven seen before?) so tell me which set is better..

up close and personal with the top WITH MY FAT FACE..

Up close and personal with the TOP..

smile =)

A clearer picture..

Tried it on to gauge better.. and feels that it's a little formal.. so wat do you guys think?? does the top look weird?? i wore a tube inside cos the cutting is too low...

But that phone has got bluetooth, video cam, mp3 player.. and all the things i want... but i've got this voucher for the E720C.. with blue tooth, video cam and mp3 player as well.. though the built in memory is damn little.. and the camera and video cam doesnt have zoom like the D500C... contemplating....... im gonna get my mum to buy for me... i dun care.. my contract is gonna be due soon... this july or june...cant believe 2 yrs just flew by like that.. gosh... maybe ask her buy a phone for me for bday?????

oh.. hello... its the phone tat ron wants too..hehe.. JUST realised.. oops..

This is the other phone that i want.. D500C... i realised that once u've used samsung phones... u dun really feel like changing to other phones alrdy.. even though nokia phones are so much more user friendly.. but i must admit that samsung phones have so much more style than most phones...

KEY FEATURES
1.3 MEGAPIXEL CAMERA WITH FLASH
- 4X DIGITAL ZOOM / 7X DIGITAL ZOOM FOR STILL SHOT
- 15 MULTI-SHOT1, MOSAIC SHOT2, NIGHT SHOT
- ISO (AUTO, 100, 200, 400)
- PHOTO EFFECTS VIDEO RECORDER / PLAYBACK WITH FLASH
- MPEG 4 / H.263
- 4X VIDEO ZOOM
- VIDEO EFFECTS
- VIDEO MESSAGING*
262,144-COLOUR TFT-LCD SPEAKERPHONE WITH VOICE CLARITY 64-CHORD POLYPHONIC RINGTONES CALENDAR (MONTH/ WEEK/ DAY VIEW) MP3 PLAYER / RINGTONES JAVA GAMES CONNECTIVITY
- BLUETOOTHTM WIRELESS TECHNOLOGY - IRDA & USB - TRI-BAND
- WAP 2.0
- IRDA & USB
- EMAIL CLIENT & SYNCML DS
- VCARD & VCALENDAR UP TO 1,000 PHONEBOOK WITH 5,000 ENTRIES TO DO LIST, ALARM, CALCULATOR, TIMER & STOPWATCH

and the worst thing is im going k box with vel later.. ARGH... gonna spend more $$ again!!...

i am so damn fucking broke. i declare bankrupt. just spent 160++ (and counting) on alot some things (i think).. bought 2 tops, 1 skirt, one necklace, a pair of earrings, one bracelet, one tube bra, one nipple sticker. bloody hell, the nipple sticker cost like a bomb. I DONO WAT CAME OVER ME!!!! ARGH!!! I WAS CAJOLED BY THE BLOODY SALESWOMAN AND BOUGHT ALL THOSE THINGS FRM THE SAME SHOP!! i spent more than wat my tuition fees will give me.. shit. im so so so dead.

and i wanna buy the new samsung E720C.. the one with bluetooth, mp3 player, video recording up to 1hr, camera... but looks the same as veron's phone.. they should have just changed the pattern of the phone..

necklace...

top...

clothes for ROM for bf's sis... issit a little weird??

anyway.. did you guys notice a tag below my tagboard?? its my homepoage containing ALL my pictures... (well nearly all)... just in case u guys missed it..

Gentleman: a term used to describe a well-mannered and considerate man with high standards of proper behavior.

oh, and it's a term that cannot describe singaporean males.

Singaporean males really makes me feel so damn embarrassed and disgraced.

Singaporean males push past you just to get into the MRT/buses.

singaporean males snatch your seats on buses.

singaporean males don't give up seats to old ladies.

Singaporean males dont let you get off your seats when u are alighting at ur stop, they step on ur feets so that THEY can get off first.

Singaporean males clumber past you on escalators, and shout 'EXCUSE ME!' loudly as if they are burping.

Singaporean males take out their wallets to pay for you in a restaurant, but ask you to pay them back when they are out of the restaurant.

Singaporean males don't open the door for you, they slam it in your face.

Singaporean males love you the way you are (if you have big breasts)

Singaporean males are afraid of cockroaches. (at least most that i know)

Singaporean males are egoistically lazy ppl.

i need soma.

为何爱你那么累
为何都是我不对
为何当初我是你的宝贝，
现在却成了你的包累

i love all my frens.

maybe im just prejudiced. but im so angry that some ppl can just don't give a damn for other ppl's feelings when they talk. yes, i dun deny sometimes i talk without using my brains too, but u know i only have this little brains in me considering im those few who havent got the letter so you cant blame me.

call me narrow-minded call me petty. im like that.

hurt. angry. sad. brainless cow.

THIS IS SO FUCKING PISSING OFF!! ALL MY FRENS ARD ME ARE GETTING LETTERS FOR ADMISSIONS TO UNIVERSITIES!! ALL EXCEPT MEE!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!

and the thing is i've heard a person getting ccd could get into sociology in NTU so why cant I??? i've been checking my mailbox for the past few weeks and all i've got are my bills and my mum is screwing me upside down for my record high bills!! oh ya.. and not to forget the ONLY good thing that i've received thru mails.. my BTT.. i've passed... thank god, if i'ved failed i'll really feel like such a fucking failure... can even fail BTT!!

on a lighter note, what shud i wear for my bf's elder sis's ROM?

for the second time.. i managed to go into a 21yr old age limit pub at mhd sultan once again... blame it on my chao lao face.... went dbl 0... the PUB area is quite nice and quiet... like the decoration.. but the club area is really... nonsense... it's too fucking hot... and songs ain't really fantastic... though there were a few exceptions... like when it played 'superstar' and 'i will survive'.. whole world sang along... but i HATE tat place la... fucking cramped.. so much more cramped than zouk.. at least at zouk we had space to move... i din even have space to BREATHE when i was at double o... YUCKS... and it was so damn boring... but i was quite jealous when i saw one ang moh couple dancing and smooching away on the dance floor... and they danced really well.. i thought it was like so damn romantic.. but my bf was looking everywhere but me... he din even put his arms around my waist.. (i mean, did he even noticed i was there?) he was just talking to his frens... for a very very long period of time... apparently i was so called OUT of the dancing circle.. and my bf's so big-sized that i can't see them.. i could only see his back.. (so u can imagine how left out i was, i was staring at his BACK)..

and anyway.. im blogging on a sunday night again.. and guess wat my bf is doing? again?

First paragraphs.. startoffs.. (To describe weather or atmosphere..)

1.太阳只剩下半张笑脸了。。。(evening)

2.太阳已经照到屁股上了。。。(morning)

3.一个风和日丽的早上。。。(pleasant and beautiful morning)

4.一个雷电交加的早上。。。(a morning with thunder and lightning; to describe going to rain soon)

5.一个乌云密布的下午。。。(a cloudy afternoon; to describe going to rain soon)

作文必用词语 (useful words or phrases for Chinese compositions)

身材 (body figure)
1. 身材肥胖 (fat)
2. 身材修长 (tall and thin, slender)
3. 身材高大 (tall and big. lofty)
4. 身材矮小
5. 大腹便便

脸: (face)
1. 瓜子脸 (face like melon seed; very sharp, thin and scrawny face)
2. 四方脸 (squarish face)
3. 脸色苍白(very pale face)
4. 红通通的脸(bright red; glowing face; describes an embarrassed face)
5. 满脸皱纹 (wrinkled face)

头发: (hair)
1. 一头乌发 (describes a head of very black hair)
2 浓密的头发 (thick; dense hair)
3. 满头白发 (describes a head of white hair - old people)
4. 白发苍苍 ( a head of whitish hair - old people)
5. 黑亮亮的头发 (bright black hair)
6. 披肩长发 (shoulder length hair; drape over one's shoulders)

眼睛：(eyes)
1. 一对水汪汪的大眼睛 ( a pair of bright and intelligent eyes)

高兴：(happy)
1.喜气洋洋 (full of joy)
2.眉开眼笑 (be all smiles; beam with joy)
3.兴高彩烈 (happily)
4.得意忘形 (get dizzy with success; proud)
5.心花怒放 (burst with joy; be wild with joy; elated)
6.喜出望外 (be overjoyed; pleasantly surprised)
7.手舞足蹈 (to dance with joy)
8.雀跃万分 (to jump with joy)


伤心：(sad)
1.心如刀割 (feel as if to have one’s heart being pierced)

泪：(tears)
1.泪如雨下 (tears drop like rain)
2.泪水像短了线的珠子掉落下来 (tears drop like a chain of pearls)

心急：(worried; anxious)
1.急得满头大汗 (worried till forehead is full of sweat)
2.急得像热锅上的蚂蚁 (worried like ants on hot pans)
3.迫不及待 (cant wait)

生气：
1.气得七窍生烟 (angry till there’s smoke rising from nose; mouth; ears and eyes)
2.气得满脸通红 (angry till whole face turned bright red)

气喘: (panting; after a run)
1. 气喘如牛 (to pant like a cow; to describe someone’s panting after a run)

跑/脚步：(run; footsteps)
1.一溜烟地跑 (to disappear like wind)
2.三步并作两步跑 (to run very fast; to run with big strides)
3.拔腿就跑 (to draw your legs and run off very quickly)
4.踏着轻快的脚步 (to walk with light steps; eg: when you’re happy)

吓：(scare; afraid)
1.吓得脸部发青 (to be so scared till face turns green)
2.吓得面无人色 (to be so scared till face turns pale)

吃饭：(eating)
1.血盆大口 (to open one’s mouth very big; to describe someone eating food with mouth open widely)
2.狼吞虎咽 (to gobble up; wolf down; to eat very fast)

盯著看：(stare)
1.目不转睛 (look with fixed eyes; with utmost concentration)

Someone tell me i'm good!.. this is the list of zuo wen yun yong ci i compiled for my 2 chinese students... i still remember wat my pri sch chinese tutor taught me!! i love chen lao shi.. she was the best teacher i ever had i think... she gave me tonnes of zuo wen ci yu.. but i forgot most of them.. these were all i could remember.. i rmbered she used to teach us how to open an essay with beautiful starting paragraphs... haiz... those were the days...

Lynn's virus is good.. (still is cos i'm still down wif fever and sore throat and more..) caught her virus when we went shopping the day before.. and yesterday i fell sick.. so terribly sick.. whole body was aching to the max.. including all my insides.. i could really feel my insides aching when i breathed... especially my chest.. gosh.. and to think i went for tuition wif a bad sore throat, fever and terrible headache.. and i had to teach for 2 and half hrs... think it was the longest hrs of my life... and i had to go for tuition AGAIN today for the same girl... im quite pissed wif her... she doesnt even wanna study for 听写! and i actually msged her mum to give her a compo hw and she actually lied to me saying she doesn't know... when i asked her mum then she told me she forgot.. she's alrdy lost interest in chinese alrdy lor!! i really see no point in teaching her... she CONFIRM will fail her SA one lor... 坏 also dono how to write... she's worst than the pri 3 kid... but i really really do hope she can pass her SA la.. haiz... or at least make some improvement? better than 20/100? she got 18/100 for ca.. ARGH... BAD DAY

I feel like a two-headed snake at times.. i feel so damn evil at times.. am i evil? sometimes i wish tat he can just go and die.

feel so damn sad.. so damn sad...

Anyway... went shopping wif ron and lynn today.. went bugis and orchard... went temple to pray today..

today was damn bloody hot.. i was perspiring my ass off.. and i think i smelled damn bad at the end of the day.. anyway, bought a tube top at toss for 29bucks.. quite ex... actually the top din strike to me tat it'll look good on me, cos of all those flowery prints.. but anyway.. lynn and ron
异口同声 say very nice.. so i bought it... after trying sooooo many tops today.. i realised one thing.. im fatter than i think..

anywayyyyyyy... shopping wif ron and lynn was quite a chore... they could walk and walk and walk and walk non stop.. and WHICHEVER shop we went.. we'd spend at least half an hr in it... i really
佩服 them... they can really shop.. and i was shopping wif two blistered feets... i think my leg muscles are gonna ache tml...

actually i was damn lostform the whole day... the whole day i was having this terrible headache.. and i felt so tired... but i din wana stay at home... im still having this headache till now... and it affected my 食欲...

you dun see a cow only eating less than half a bowl of fish porridge for breakfast and half a bowl of laksa for lunch and only waffles for dinner lor.... (OK I KNOW TATS ALOT TO YOU GUYS, BUT ITS CONSIDERED RECORD BREAKING FOR ME!! 我的胃大如宇宙！)

cant take it anymore... going to sleep now... still need to go for tuition tml...




i think im losing him...haiz..