bf's going zouk later today... so fucking pissed...

i dun understand why do we seem like we're trying to take 'revenge' on each other in this manner... i feel so fucked up by his attitude..... i wish he can care for me more... all i want is just tat little bit more of attention from him tat's all.....

oh well.......... at least i still have those pleasant memories of mambo nite and my 2 clubbing kakis to rely on when i'm down......heh....