Friday, December 09, 2005

i'm sorry i screamed at my little brother.. i'm really very sorry... i yelled at him, slammed the door on his face... forgive me..... i just hurt his poor little soul...


i'm sorry for screaming at you too... sorry... i feel so out of sorts these days... i was just pissed u couldn't even inform me you are meeting ur frens today... u just had to always conveniently forget everything and inform me the last minute (when i happily tot i would be meeting u) and u tell me, "oops i forgot, i'm meeting my frens today".. can't u try being me for just one time trying to feel how it feels like? you think you are not pangsehing me cos i did not mention anything abt meeting today, but i tot it's like almost always confirmed we'll be meeting on weekends? (and i din say i wanna meet, but i din say i DONT WANT to meet either)... CAN U JUST TRY NOT TO TELL ME EVERY SINGLE THING AT THE LAST MINUTE PLS!!! i always inform u, tell u everything beforehand rite after plans are made!!! why can't u at least tell me you MIGHT be going out with ur frens, even though it's not confirmed yet!!


i dont understand why can't u just try doing something for me for once.......... just once.... i'm sick of the way u treat me..... i'm sick of everything.... i'm sick of being the only one participating in the relationship for the past 3 yrs... i'm sick of being alone in this relationship... i dont understand why sometimes i can hate you so much... yet u are the only one whom i can love... but sometimes i can hate u so much tat it overwhelms me.....

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