finally learnt how to reset the password for my router.... kns.... hopefully the internet connection will be much faster from now on... and hopefully ppl wont tap into my connection...

anyway, i was thinking these few days what i should get for my bf's bday and for the valentine's day... maybe not getting anything for him for valentine's day.....but bday how???? should i get him a PSP, sunglasses for him when he drives... or what?! PSP is damn fucking EX AH!!

today when my piano teacher asked how old i am this yr.... i had to FORCE myself to say '20'....... i couldn't believe what i said...... the word juz didn't register in my head.... 20 yrs old.... GOSH. my god. ARGH!!!!. i can't believe i'm so damn fucking old now!! in the past when i went to town i'd always think im one of the youngest there... and i'll look at those old hags with a smug... i'll think 'lucky im younger' whenever i see some woman trying to act young but u can juz tell at a glance they are damn old.... and now.... it's my turn to be laughed and scorned at by those young 16-17 girls loitering around orchard everyday...... SHIT.

in any case..... as i grow older... i realised i wanna learn how to beauty myself more.... im more enthusiastic abt learning to put on makeup... and look up for beauty nourishing products..... cos as i grow older.... pores become bigger.......knn..... and now im very into skin whitening.... i realised that ppl with very fair, pearly skin looks damn nice with makeup on.... like Fann wong... though im not a Fan of hers... but her skin is really damn nice, pearly, shining white..... i've also got a cousin whose skin is so damn nice!!! she looks like an angel... super super fair, glowing skin...tanning only makes ur skin worst..... my resolution now: get fair. haahhaha....