btw......he's 25 this yr................

i really wonder wat will happen to us when he starts working in sept...... really wonder wonder wonder..... scared..... scared damn scared..... scared he'll haf no time for me.... scared he'll be damn tired when he starts working..... the real work is not like NS leh... can clear leave.... can clear OT or watever....... every now and then can get leave....... i really dont want him to start working... hw i wish life can juz stay here...........

but he's 25....... very close to marriagable age....his parents cant wait........i dono why... but he'll hafta wait..... im still studying.... im only 20........ at least wait till 24........i know.... 24 is damn early to get married..... but its still DAMN LONG ah.... FOUR frigging more yrs to go........ by tat time we'd have been together for like... EIGHT yrs alrdy ah.... EIGHT LEH.... nowadays still got such thing as EIGHT yrs courtship meh.....

i juz realised i stayed over at his hse frm wed till today.... almost a wk at his hse... nw back to my hse, suddenly feel weird... cannot sleep without him.... damn lonely..... bu xi guan....not used to it.......

...love u...