someone save me frm maplestory addict..............

i need to study soon.... my uol exam is in may... and i havent even started studying ANYTHING yet.... went for intensive revision for accounts today.... well, at least it's a start.... im setting my heart on not skipping ANY intensive revision lessons (if i can)... someone gimme the strength to go on....... someone spur me to study...... i dont want to fail and disappoint anyone again.... i want to get distinctions, not mere passes (as i've always thought is gd enough already, which, is not the case, AT ALL).... PLEASE!!! I NEED SOMETHING, ANYTHING TO SPUR ME ON. ARGH. i hate hate hate my life. hate. hate hate him.

i must love my family. i must love my family. i must love my family. i shall not shout at anyone with no reasons. i will not. i will love my father, cos he's the one giving me money, he's the only breadwinner for my family. he's the one paying for my uni fees. i MUST LOVE HIM. I MUST RESPECT HIM.