i think UOL just wanna kill us.... this is the FIRST time i've ever felt i really cannot make it for such a MAJOR exam u know....accounts and maths are really so damn fucking bloody knnb difficult.... the list of vulgarities is endless ok..... i mean, even when i took A levels econs, its not so bad!!! (ya, so wat if i got an E, fuck. at least i passed) now the uol exams is like!!!

i completed NONE of the questions, NONE. all did halfway and skipped did halfway and skipped... u know why?? cos its so damn BLOODY DIFFICULT AH!!! even my class's top student also said its damn difficult then it must be a goner for us already!!! wtf. wtf. wtf.

oh ya, and i saw jolly right after the paper.....miss her so much... but i was quite seh after the paper, so i didn't talk to her much... was too preoccupied with the stupid maths paper.... she cut her hair till quite short........ and she said accounts is manageable.... tat means im screwed already lah.....cos i think its damn difficult... well, at least she said maths is difficult....

really, dont blame me for my vulgarities. im really so pek cek i dont know how to release all the angst, disappointment, and everything's tat's going thru my mind now... this is the few times i really really studied quite hard for the exams... i really really studied very hard.... i mean, i didn't even study as hard for my A levels.... i swear... but, luck's not on my side..... wat to do.... this year's papers all killers.... last year's papers all so damn easy.... it's always the case, one year diff, the nxt year easy... suay suay this year difficult... F***