my face is full of rashes again.... SIAN Ah.... i hate hate hate sunblock lotions... i dont know issit cos of the sunblock+water or just the sunblock alone making all the stupid rashes.... cos i wanted to experiment... so i put sunblock and after a few hrs i splashed water on my face..... really, i just SPLASHED and all the rashes sprouted (the fact is i already knew long long long ago im allergic to sunblock+water, i juz DONT WANT TO bring myself to believe it, die die must TRY)... ARGH. im so so so pissed at myself.... why the hell i experiment on my FACE of all places... STUPID RITE?! ya i know, damn stupid. even the whole world knows im allergic to sunblock+water after tat sentosa trip... so y the hell i dont wanna believe it myself?

i want to be in a different kinda world....i wanna drift away from here... i want something new... i want that old feeling back to me all over again.... the feeling of crushing, pursuit and love.... wat im having now= stale love. just ____________ ..... nothing else... no happenings... no excitement.... nothing much....