got to attend yet another wedding dinner tml..... dono what to wear............... arggghhhh...... i should have studied today.... should have should have...... i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me.... i juz simply cant bring myself to get down to work......... unlike last year when i started revising right after prelims..... im so pissed at myself....... and i cant stop thinking about my 21st............grrrr........

everytime i try to settle down and lay the books infront of me, my eyelids will start to fall shut..... vision will become blur.... head becomes heavy.... but everytime i lay on my bed....... the tugging feeling nags at me..... "i havent studied today" does this happen to u guys too?