last few days i've been subconsciously thinking of my bday wish list... and i realised i've got nothing much that i want.... those i want i cant afford......... things like car, mp3 player, new canon camera, pink psp... and the list goes on.... so unrealistic.... all gadgets... hur... im the gadget queen....

im thinking issit too early to put a bday wish list here now..... haizZZz..... 21............ THE age, THE number..... wo lao le.......... i see those 'gin nas' walking along the streets i feel so damn old.... i was once like them so carefree, look so nice in uniform (which i didn't think was nice then), feel so proud coming to sch late, shirt tucked out, and then to panic when i see the twin towers.... i'd thought those days were tough, with never ending assignments and tests..... with the stress of A levels always hovering over u..... hur, i thought wrong.... THIS is tough, THIS is stressful, and THIS is meaningless. so stupid. i need a time machine. and slowly relish those moments, cherish every minutes spent in sch with frens. even seeing miss lum's plump face i might still feel happy. happier than now at least.