hmmmmm interesting..... saw on lynn's blog she wanna have her 1st child in 8-10 yrs time.......... it got me thinking.... when do i wanna have my first child? when do i wanna get married? when do i wanna make my 1st million? hahhaha... thinking too far...

i wanna get married at 24-25........ by which my bf will already be 29-30.... (so ya ah, i wanna marry my bf can? :P) i wanna have my 1st child as soon as i get married i think... cos i wanna be a young mother... and also cos by the time im 25 we'd already be together for like... EIGHT YEARS~! which is already too long... the relationship will definitely be very very stagnant by then and a baby will either 1. give more excitement to our relationship OR 2. be a burden to our relationship. of cos, i very much prefer the former......but seriously seriously, i hate babies cos they cry too much... i'll definitely go bonkers if they keep crying........ i hate wailing toddlers in mrt..... and i hate dirty diapers... (oooh, i still rmb hw to use alliteration)...

but STILL, many many many things may happen 6 yrs down the road... no one can be definitely sure me and my bf will get married someday.... no one can even be sure we'll have children....

the only thing i know now is that i definitely love him and i know it in my GUT he loves me too. we're definitely in love.

ok ok, i know i always whine and whine that he doesn't love me enuff or i dont feel his love and all those things... but tat's only because he doesnt do things to please me and im upset.... for just tat moment... after tat it'll be back to the same old loving disposition once again...