there was a sudden overwhelming feeling of lostformness, out of the blue.. yesterday when i was on the bus home from school... i suddenly missed 03A2 soooooooo much.. that i msged lynn suddenly.. din know why but i just wanted to let it out.. but i din know how to start.. or from where.. dont know how to explain those kinda feeling.. suddenly realised i din cherish those times in jj when i was actually in jj... and i can only regret now for not studying hard enuff, for not going school enuff.. now that im all alone in a stupid F up school system.. i feel alone somehow, though i have frens.. ppl say we cant meet "real" frens when we are in jc... but it really depends on ur luck..

i was lucky to meet my class... miss all those ppl in our class who brought so much fun and laughter during tutorials, and even lectures (when we will talked and giggled to ourselves, when farhan and kept patting my shoulders to trick me).. i miss the girls, lynn, rach, may, ron, wani, maybel, diyana.. i miss the boys.. sam, farhan, kenneth, tong, fabien, james, shai........... i miss those times when more than 3/4 of the class ponteng to eat breakfast at mac.... when me, lynn and may will meet each other accidentally at mac (we never yue hao! we just somehow ended up at mac together! but nobody believed we never bakat) and poor rach had to attend lecture alone.. hahha..... still remembered there was one time when me and lynn ran from econs extra lesson halfway when mr ng left the lecture hall to get something, and we suay suay met him somewhere near the general office... still rmbed what kinda lame excuses we gave.. still remembered i always lied to miss lum....... still remembered how the guys teased miss lum during her tutorials (lum plum).. still remembered how my bf's handphone was one of the most "popular" item in sch cos i remembered lending ppl i dont know to play the "mosquito game".. and i also remembered the day when the WHOLE WORLD (yes, even those i dont know) came to tell me the mosquito game got virus and warned me to delete it asap.... hahhahahaha.... it was such a farny day....miss maths lesson when me, annie, sam and gary will just keep talking and talking and talking in class...

i even miss jj principal man... hahhahah... cos it always bring such great satisfaction to walk past the principal with ur shirt tucked out and not get caught.... oh yah... and i miss those days when i can dont wear my stupid school badge and dun get caught... not to forget, walking in to school via the BP station entrance to the locker with a BP egg sandwich was my trademark... apple tea was also my trademark... i super super miss the beehoon from our canteen....

whatever, cant believe i miss jj. cos i nvr tot studying in uni will be so much more suckier.