this pic made my day.... soooooooooooo cute

The problems with GUYS:\

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him or other guys;

If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;

If u do, he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;

If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE & sooo hard to please!

MEN.

1. What is the similarity between a dolphin and a man?

They are both said to be intelligent, but no one can prove this.

2. What is the similarity between a microwave oven and a man?

They both get hot in 15 seconds.

3. Why can't a man be both good looking and intelligent?

Because that would make him a woman.

4. Why is a man's brain the size of a peanut?

Because it is swollen.

5. Why does it take one million sperm to fertilise one egg?

Because sperm are male and they refuse to ask directions.

6. Why are men like the letter Q?

Because it is a big fat zero with a small protrusion.

7. What is the similarity between a video recorder and a man?

They go forwards, backwards, forwards, backwards, stop and eject.

8. Why is the male intelligence worth more than the female?

It is rarer.

9. Why do men prefer to marry virgins?

They cannot handle the criticism.

10. What do you call an attractive intelligent and sensitive man?

A myth.

11. Why don't men go through menopause?

They never left puberty.

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS CAN BE SO FUCKED UP.

do they live to torture girls? or issit only me?

he fucking hell promised to msg, promised to call before i do. i only requested him to msg AND CALL ME 1ST FOR TODAY, ONLY TODAY, ONLY ONE PATHETIC DAY AND HE CANT FUCKING DO IT. I PURPOSELY WAITED TILL 10PLUS TO CALL (SO HE CAN CALL BEFORE I CALL!!!!) BUT HE STILL DUN WANNA BLOODY CALL !!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

GUYS CAN BE SO FUCKED UP. FUCKED UP! I SWEAR IF I WERE TO DIE HE'LL BE THE FUCKING LAST ONE TO KNOW COS HE DONT FUCKING CARE! HOW THE FUCK WILL HE KNOW IF I'VE DIED IF HE DOESN'T EVEN CALL DOESN'T EVEN MSG DOESN'T EVEN CARE IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO ME!

I SWEAR IF I DIE, I WILL MAKE SURE HE DOESN'T SEE ME FOR THE LAST TIME. I WILL JUST DIE BEFORE HE GETS TO SEE ME FOR THE LAST TIME, JUST AS HE ARRIVED AT MY HOSPITAL WARD, BEFORE HE EVEN SEE ME. I'LL JUST DIE. I'LL MAKE SURE HE BLOODY REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE.

tats damn evil. but i don't care. he's going to pay for all the things he's done to hurt me. im bloody childish but I DONT CARE! I DONT CARE I DONT GIVE A SHIT!! I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHEN I'M BLOODY PISSED!!

exams just seriously suck hardcore.... i can't study under the non-stress at all!!.... watever... dun think anyone knows wat im talking abt...

just saw on wani's blog......

now it's just "don't cry"

at least u had a "dont cry" girl..... i had nothing.........

the song can so bloody describe my feeling now.... especially the chorus..

my feeling: ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

inside my shell i wait and bleed........

Wait And Bleed -slipknot

I've felt the hate rise up in me...

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...

I wander out where you can't see...

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time

Everything is 3D blasphemy

My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I pictured me I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!

How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong...

I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory?

GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!

Why I didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate

I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST

Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

GOODBYE!

You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

My flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...

I wander out where you can't see...

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

those were the days when we jammed this song.... and when the chorus kept running thru our minds... when we were young, free, wild.. when we still had fun...

pointless, dull life. fullstop. just let it end. let everything end.

im not doing ANYTHING productive at all.. i'm just lazing, playing games, and doing ANYTHING but studying.. i'm just ruining myself.. and i really dun look forward to meeting my bf over the weekend... it'll be yet another weekend of bickers, quarrels and wat not... this might jolly well be the dumps/slumps, one of the worst point in my entire life... and to think they say life's best is during their teenage years... well........ they (whoever said tat) might not be wrong.... my teenage years were great till i was 19.... can you imagine wat i'll see if i went to hell (yes, i'm pretty damn sure i'll go to hell) and they show me a record of wat i did when i was alive?

headache is killing me...... tml's my end of week again... AGAIN AGAIN....

which means my exam's coming!!! gosh...................

sometimes i really really feel suicidal.... really just feel like dropping dead...at least it'll make me feel i exist..... at least ppl will know tat i've died...they'll go to my funeral.. they'll be shocked... like when a schoolmate i've nvr even talked to before suddenly committed suicide recently... suddenly the whole world knows....... even my secondary school teachers (we graduated like 3 yrs ago)... so if i died.... at least it'll make an impact in their lives.... like tat schoolmate... i've nvr talked to her before...i've nvr even said hi to her.... yet i could feel the impact... the best thing is i can make my bf regret totally tat he had always tot i'm a nuisance... he always nvr listened to me when i talked... and he always dun like talking to me.... i'll make sure he can never talk to me again... even if he wants to.... it'll be too late....

childish... yes... but i'm sure EVERYONE of you have tot about it before.... about wat will happen if we were to die... will ppl start to take notice of u then? will ppl start regretting why they nvr cherish you when u were alive?

quarrel quarrel quarrel..... bickering every other half an hr is really getting on my nerves..... why must we always jump down each other's throat?

and the bloody thing abt me is i can forget a HUGE quarrel after a nap, or after awhile.... my anger will miraculously disappear... but yet i remembered clearly tat BEFORE i had my nap i was fuming, smoking, seething with anger.... and it's not a good thing... cos it makes me feel PATHETIC (i will start thinking whether to msg him or not, whether to call him, whether to meet him or not, YET a few moments ago i remembered i was hopping mad!!!) BUT the other half will take advantage of this and try to get away with everything he's done...and the thing is, his anger can carry on quite awhile... while mine will disappear after like, an hour? or even lesser.. ARGHhhhhhhhhh..... i wonder if anyone knows wat i'm talking abt..........

anyway..... love the fake puma bag he bought me (its exactly like the real one lor)... and 2 bracelets....1 mashimaro and one adidas shirt....... i was telling him tat if i were to go with him i'd have bought the whole place down.... cos it's like so frigging cheap!!!!

i cant believe it... i was supposed to do my bloody hw and TRY to at least study abit for my mock exams... (5th of dec!!!! shit man!! haven't started at all!!) anyway... i got myself hooked on sims2 AGAIN.... i played sims2 frm yesterday ard 11 plus to this morning at.... guess wat time?? 6.30am..... GOSHHhhhhhh... i didn't realise till i looked out of my window and got a shock when i saw the blue sky instead of the black... sian....and im going off to play sims2 again now... heheh.....

so envious........

i'm so jealous/envious of a friend...... she went australia, korea and bangkok with her boyfriend........................................ haiZzzz..... when they were in korea they wore until machiam winter sonata like tat... the photos they took also machiam winter sonata....... argh........ envy........................ envy envy envy....

i can't bloody wait for tml to come..... can't bloody wait for him to return..... he just called me and told me he's going for TRADITIONAL MASSAGE later....note: LATER..(we just ended the phone call) and he swore the place will NEVER give 'special'.... and i really really pray and hope they wun.... he said its TRADITIONAL leh.... traditional aka bone cracking and stuff....(well i was thinking traditional aka will definitely give 'special', tats wat we typically think of thailand rite?! 1st thing my mum asked was 'wat is he going there for' wtf) he said even his m'am is going... and he said his fren went there before... and definitely wont ask for 'special'....

nvm............. i 'loon'...... tolerate........ wait till he comes back.... i'll bombard him with questions......... nevermind.... calm down........... TRUST IS THE WORD.

oh ya... he said he went for the freak show too... *ARGH* said he saw plenty of girls also went to see........... his m'am (seriously i dono how to spell it, its supposed to be madam..dono the shortform la) also tagged along....

but i know deep deep deep down in my heart (yes, i hafta dig for it tat deeply) tat he will nvr betray me la....

yesterday after finished re-reading yet another harry potter super thick book.... i felt damn lost... cos i was suddenly brought back to the real world... how i wish i can drown myself in that magical world and never come back... i hate the bloody reality... reality=cruel=lifeless.

but thank goodness my mum forced me to bring my little bro for his swimming lesson late afternoon.... at least i had something to do.. went to swim quite a few rounds myself....i saw my swimming instructor (who is also the instructor teaching my bro now) hasn't changed a bit....not a single bit.. he still looks super young and i can still hear his voice 100m away... i remembered i started learning swimming when i was 7.... wow... it's been 12 yrs.... and to think he hasn't changed.... he was shocked when i told him im in uni now... cos i think he suddenly realised 10+ yrs just went in a flash...

anyone free tml to go shopping/studying/lunching watever???......

i love going shopping with my mum.... heh..... bought me a nice make-up box with a see-through on top... i can finally clear my mess.....

pek cek pek cek.........!!! i can't damn bloody watch harry potter till he comes back.......... ARGHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh.......... i want to watch it now now now!!!............

mickey mouse?? hahahaha... only optimistic when i'm around with friends i guess.... make them feel optimistic.... but i seldom feel optimistic when i'm alone lor............. bored..... my bf's playing games instead of keeping me company before he goes off to thailand.... sianzZZz... really ta ma de....

Mickey Mouse

Which DISNEY character are you most like?
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bf's going thailand tml.... as much as i hate to admit it.... i'll be missing him like hell.... just can't wait for sunday evening to come........... its the first time he's taking the aeroplane.... hopefully he wun be scared.... im worried........ thailand isn't exactly a very safe place....aiya.... dun worry too much... everything will be fine....... *consoling myself* hopefully he'll buy back plenty of nice stuffs for me... heh... which he promised he will..... we shall see.... BUT MY BF IS DAMN STUPID AT BUYING THINGS AH.... especially for me.....

well.... it's the weekend again... but this weekend i'll be bored to bits and pieces.... sianzZZZz...... exams coming soon.... need to study... but im hooked to harry potter again... just started re-reading the 5th book... maybe i'll just read harry potter DAMN DAMN slowly..... and hopefully my weekend will be easier to pass......

hmmmmm........ printing my banking and finance notes..... cos im tired of scribbling every single thing the lecturer say.... but it'll make me lazy i think.... i wun even bother to listen to wat he say....

SUPER CUTE!~!!

My goodness!!! this Michelin baby is super cute ah!! You know the Michelin tyres tat one!! really look like it ah!!  

econs test today suck big time.... i think i have Alzheimer... serious case.... how could i have forgotten that the teacher told us that she's decided not to test on PPC and just going to test on 2 other topics.... BLOODY HELL.... and i tot that well, out of 3 topics i just choose on 2 to study... then i just study 2 topics lor... and i studied the one tat she said she's not giving anymore... SHIT.. to sum it all... watever i studied yesterday nvr even come out at all today..... im so screwed....

back to the Alzheimer... when my fren told me tat the teacher told us last week i really couldn't even remember! cannot even recall at all... and i can forget to eat like 3-4 times a week... ALWAYS forget to eat lunch before i go school.... ARGH..

is there something wrong with my blog?? why only show one post ah.... :P

My boyfren's going thailand this weekend with his police ppl..... hate it..... leave me alone here in boring old singapore..... leave me alone with my exams.... fucked up.... and I HATE THAILAND!!! heard frm so many ppl there's freak shows, ah gua shows, BLAH. their red light district is notorious! even if u are not interested those girls will surely come and touch touch and jio you one lor!! ARGH!!! paranoid.

TRUST is the word. full stop.

You are somewhat organized, both concrete and abstract, and both introverted and extroverted.

I bet you didn't think you were Snuffleupagus. Let's find out why.

You are both somewhat organized. You have a good idea where you put things and you probably keep your place reasonably clean. You aren't totally obsessed with neatness though. Alloyius Snuffleupagus (and all Snuffleupagus') is not sloppy by nature, but he moves so incredibly slowly that it is impossible for him to be totally organized.

You both are about equally concrete and abstract thinkers. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. Snuffy generally has very basic interests, but he explores his abstract sensitive side when he plays his snuffleflute.

You both are somewhat introverted. Originally Snuffleupagus was very shy and was only Big Bird's invisible friend. However as he has aged he has started to build new friendships with new characters. Like Snuffy, you probably like to have some time to yourself. However, you do appreciate spending time with your friends, and you aren't scared of social situations.

im such a computer geek.... i can spend like 5-6 hrs online doing stupid stuffs.... just decorated my friendster profile.... looks very bimbo-y... but heh... nice leh..... didn't know friendster can do so much stuff... so bored today... can't meet up with bf today and tml........ cos he's gotta work... and i've got YET ANOTHER wedding dinner tml... i've decided just to go in jeans and a formal top.... hopefully i wun be under dressed... but i cant be bothered la!!...

been busy re-reading harry potter and doing stuffs online when i really shud get my ass to the study table and start studying...haizZZZz....

recently... a fren's ex gf got killed in a car accident... its in the papers.... the car saleswoman who got killed when they were out to try the car.... turned out the saleswoman got killed and the driver did not... she's only 22... she was about to get back together with my fren.... the fucking driver didn't even intend to buy the fucking car in the first place... he was only there to accompany his fren to try the car.... why did it have to turn out like tat? why? my fren was damn fucking sad... i saw his friendster and i almost cried... i nvr saw the girl before.... but i know they could have been happily together...

haunted me for a few nites.... kept thinking what was going thru her mind during the accident... imagine she was still alive... she died in the hospital.... she had a heart attack during the accident and her lungs were crushed....... but the driver wasn't the least bit hurt..... did the driver try to save her? did the driver felt the least bit guilty about it?

i dont know how it feels to lose someone so close to me.... and i dont ever want to know.... i just wanna pray for my fren....hope he can get over this ordeal soon... hope time can heal his wounds.... but i know time can never remove the scar....

this phone machiam drink battery sial..... kns...

got my O2 mini on sat... heh... been fiddling with it since then.... so many things to explore... nowadays it's just me, my comp and my phone... need to download tonnes of things...spent like dono how many hours configuring and downloading man... need to find out more things abt the phone... starting to get used to it now... the only thing bad abt this phone is the msging and the stupid alarm (ring like only once?? sure cant wake up one ah!)... :P but im getting used to msging la.. though not as fast as before.. and nvr will be i think... :P

my new sofa came yesterday... heh... super super comfy.... and BIG...... but we sort of changed the arrangements for the sofa abit and now my living room looks bigger.... hate the colour though.. black.. yucks.... so dull.. but my mum bought some cushions and decorations to put in the living room.. so it's much better now....

everything new hor.... hehhe.... phone, aircon, sofa.... so many things off my wishlist.....

but when will i strike 4d?

cant cant cant wait to meet up with the gang later...................................

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

boring boring bored bored...............

ate alot today................... super good appetite.......

FTT tml... how ah?? i sure fail one ah.... i will be the 1st one who WILL NOT pass it at the 1st time... wanna bet?? lynn shall be the 2nd.... WAHAHHA... ooops.......(*choi touch wood*) cos both of us are so cock at driving ah... not even KEEN about it AT ALL.... i think both of us hate driving... we aspire to be driven, not to be the driver... (this sentence doesn't sound rite.. but.... you all know wat i mean la..) AIYAH LAME LA..

change topic................ hmmmmm........... wat shall we talk abt today??

topic: do ppl really understand wat the hell im blogging most of the time? do ppl enjoy reading my entries?? but why shud i care in the 1st place??????????? its supposed to be my private corner where i can voice out my thoughts and not give a damn abt others rite?
but still....................... i wonder if ppl enjoy reading.... i wonder wat ppl will think after reading.... i.e "this girl super happening" or "this girl super no life" or "i feel sad after reading her blog" or "im happy after reading her blog, at least i know wat was on her mind today" OR "i dun mind reading her blog, nothing to do ma" OR "her blog is a complete waste of time"

today i super lame hor........... sian ma.......

should i get the xda O2 mini ($788.... i just missed the damn bloody promotion!! it was $588 just one wk ago!! damn!)??? or xda O2i?? the O2i is quite ex ($1388 if im nt wrong but got wi-fi!! which means u can go any hotspots like mac to use their internet connection)... and its quite bulky... but it has alot of functions!! the xda O2mini is like such a old model alrdy leh... but can upgrade the software ah.... how how how....

i know i dun need such high tech stuff for my age.. but i love high tech stuffs ah!! i think its damn cool... all of u must be thinking im so cock la.. (girl liking gadgets??) but i cant help it lor...

been puking the whole of today...... puked after the long long long bloody ride frm lot1 to sch... puked another when i was in sch... bloody hell, din wanna puke at first, but after going in after a very smelly ah neh neh i straight away puked into the toilet bowl.. its either her or its the shit.... very bad smell la!!

anyway.... puked yet again (rite after i alighted, puked into the bloody drain, whole world staring at me) when i took the long long long 106 ride home... I BLOODY HELL HATE BUSES LAH!! IM GONNA SWITCH TO MRT FRM NOW ON!! at least MRT's journey is so much so much smoother ah! when the bloody buses change gear and keep moving and stopping and moving and stopping i really cannot tahan man...

on a much happier note.......... im blogging in a cool, newly air conditioned room again.. wahahhaha...but i hate the look of it.. cos its so bulky and ugly... i love the cold air... i nvr have to sweat in my room again.... yeah!!! i'd tot i'd nvr hafta sweat in my hse anymore... but my mum ah... give so many excuses... say if wana have aircon in living room gotta have a bigger machine (i dono wat to call tat la, the big BOX thingy outside ur room), then the BOX must put at her room, then not long enough to pull the wires to the living room, then say we seldom use, nowadays so cold, dun need to use.. bloody hell... :P

but im thankful anyway, at least it will be so much cooler.... especially during the chinese new year period where its so damn bloody hot...

there's an ugly patch where the old air con was... its damn ugly... wonder how to get rid of it....