yesterday after finished re-reading yet another harry potter super thick book.... i felt damn lost... cos i was suddenly brought back to the real world... how i wish i can drown myself in that magical world and never come back... i hate the bloody reality... reality=cruel=lifeless.

but thank goodness my mum forced me to bring my little bro for his swimming lesson late afternoon.... at least i had something to do.. went to swim quite a few rounds myself....i saw my swimming instructor (who is also the instructor teaching my bro now) hasn't changed a bit....not a single bit.. he still looks super young and i can still hear his voice 100m away... i remembered i started learning swimming when i was 7.... wow... it's been 12 yrs.... and to think he hasn't changed.... he was shocked when i told him im in uni now... cos i think he suddenly realised 10+ yrs just went in a flash...