pointless, dull life. fullstop. just let it end. let everything end.

im not doing ANYTHING productive at all.. i'm just lazing, playing games, and doing ANYTHING but studying.. i'm just ruining myself.. and i really dun look forward to meeting my bf over the weekend... it'll be yet another weekend of bickers, quarrels and wat not... this might jolly well be the dumps/slumps, one of the worst point in my entire life... and to think they say life's best is during their teenage years... well........ they (whoever said tat) might not be wrong.... my teenage years were great till i was 19.... can you imagine wat i'll see if i went to hell (yes, i'm pretty damn sure i'll go to hell) and they show me a record of wat i did when i was alive?