recently... a fren's ex gf got killed in a car accident... its in the papers.... the car saleswoman who got killed when they were out to try the car.... turned out the saleswoman got killed and the driver did not... she's only 22... she was about to get back together with my fren.... the fucking driver didn't even intend to buy the fucking car in the first place... he was only there to accompany his fren to try the car.... why did it have to turn out like tat? why? my fren was damn fucking sad... i saw his friendster and i almost cried... i nvr saw the girl before.... but i know they could have been happily together...

haunted me for a few nites.... kept thinking what was going thru her mind during the accident... imagine she was still alive... she died in the hospital.... she had a heart attack during the accident and her lungs were crushed....... but the driver wasn't the least bit hurt..... did the driver try to save her? did the driver felt the least bit guilty about it?

i dont know how it feels to lose someone so close to me.... and i dont ever want to know.... i just wanna pray for my fren....hope he can get over this ordeal soon... hope time can heal his wounds.... but i know time can never remove the scar....