piano exam is tml...and yet i have to cope with bloody family problems today... sometimes i juz hate the older brother.... he is so dman fucking disrespectful.... being an elder to my younger bro he shud bloody give in right?! he shouts at the whole family for touching his things, shouts at everyone who gets in his way, shouts at my baby bro for touching his things when he just takes OUR THINGS without telling us, sometimes not even returning to us... he repeatedly pointed at my little bro, pointed right on his forehead at gun point, threatening him and screaming at him to not to touch his things... hey PLEASE!!! he's 7 years old for god's sake!! do you know watever u shout at him, watever u do to him, he'll get a traumatic experience for life!!!!! he might even turn out to be a problematic child when he grows older!! it'll haunt him forever! have u spared a thought for US? for our baby bro who's so lonely and poor thing?! pointing and shouting at him at gun point??? WHAT THE FUCK?

and I GODDAM HATE PPL WHO THROWS MONEY! and especially unfillial son who throws money right on my mum's face! this is the second time i've seen him throwing money at my mum's face! FUCK! the money u're throwing isn't even fucking yours! throwing money is so utterly disrespectful to the person, and to the money. YES, TO THE MONEY. hey do u knw if u always throw money, nxt time u'll surely find it a billion times harder to earn those money back.

whenever any of my family members quarrel i usually dont give a damn, dont care.... i only interfere when things get out of hand or when i am CERTAIN u are the one in the wrong. i only side those who's right, only side those who are getting bullied by someone with a big fat ego. stop being so selfish and start acting like a brother. not a bully.

why are u so gei gao? why cant u be more generous?! have I ever said anything when i ALWAYS find MY stuff in YOUR room? i've always been tolerating to you! cant u be tolerating to us?! WE'VE always been tolerating to you! watever u do/take from us have we ever asked u to pay us back? NO! please, we're a family. stop acting like that. u are old enough to think for us, and for yourself. our mum might be very naggy at times, i know, EXTREMELY naggy, but she's our mum. she's our MUM. i've never even hated her for showing favouritsm to you since young. u've always been so pampered, u'd always get what u wanted. i always had to give in to u too in the past. now i have to give in to BOTH of u, have i ever said anything? now as an elder u shud give in to the younger one too shouldn't u?

i have to stand all this when my piano exams is TML. GREAT. good luck to me.

i hope he sees my blog.